what the hell is wrong with me that i cant focus straight i just wanna fuck somethin, strike that...someone. why can shushed words turn me on like no ones business addin to the perpetual heightened state im in which is sexual overdrive overdrive overdrive like a fast car whose engine is revved up and ready 2 go at the drop of a hat.
im dizzy. my mouth is both dry and waterin. my body is outta control, my minds racin, my hands wanna roam all over my warm flesh and yours. here i am leanin back legs spread dreamin of wild sex, the kind ya still feel the next day, and no lie i'll cum from it harder than my last fuck. i wanna yell at the top of my lungs...youll never break me...ok, maybe thats a lyric from Seether's FMLYHM.
damn i wish i lived alone.
pure angry sex, erotic rage...mini likes, alottt. (speakin in the 3rd person, not so much.) lol
i cant even deliver a well-thought out fantasy, just the damage that will no doubt stack up like the orgasms ya brag ya can build. i want it fast, i want it hard. i want ya 2 feel me from the inside...NIN style.
oh theres no nice girl or boy, just bad, naughty, dirty, horny. no pretty lil princess, no shinin prince, just your sword drawn ready 2 slay the dragon inside breathin a fire so fiercely hot in my puss that im afraid im gonna set the house ablaze, maybe even the whole fucken neighborhood. damn that sounds hot!
its the passion, the lust, the unreason, the hunger, the desire...all these make up the perfect storm.
bend me ovah a table, desk, chair - sit me on a workbench, countertop, car - press me against a door, wall, window - take me in the showah, garage, any and every room in the house, cum on take me, rite now.
spread me, lean me, bounce me, fucken do it, dont make me whimper, im 2 far gone, whatevah ya want i'll respond 2, i promisesss.
pushin, pullin, scratchin, grazin, bitin, nibblin, suckin, rubbin, tuggin, touchin, pinchin, squeezin, grabbin, lickin, slappin, tappin. hell yeahhh!!!
ive nevah been tied up, ive been pinned, hands held above my head or tucked behind me but nevah with somethin fun like panties or scarf or cuffs on my wrists to restrain me. im pretty sure i would LOVE it.
no doubt sex marks will appear. im not into extreme pain, but i do like a pretty reminder of our time togetha, atleast in the heat of the moment. i wanna see flesh turn pinkish, or the evidence of where ya mouth was and hands were, feel the slight burn ya get afta a workout, the stiff muscles the next morn as ya look round the wrecked room and back at ya luva, grinnin cuz youre ready for the encore performance.
i dont know what i tap into, what part of my mind is workin overtime, i wanna punch the clock...like i actually wanna punch it. lol. well maybe just give it the gangsta stare down - like stand still muthafucka, i need more hours, a week wont even be anuff to satisfy me.
i wanna break things. i wanna hear glass shatter. i wanna hear everythin hit the floor. i wanna hear doors slam. i wanna hear furniture move. i wanna hear the force of two people desperately wantin to get inside each otha with reckless abandon.
i want it all to rattle and shake, like my knees bout to quiver and tremble and the shiver goin down my spine to the curve above my crack where sweat is bout 2 pool from this excessive heat.
i wanna call ya names, no holdin back and i wont take offence when ya do the same. i know even tho ya call me your dirty lil cum sluttt ya dont really mean it just like i dont mean it when i tell ya to show me ya want me, ya naughty fucken tease. im not miss prim & proper and my vocab of fucks gets more layered when im horny or drink, so yah, guess thats alottt of the time. fuck fuck fuck, bahaha.
when im in an extreme sex-daze i dont even know where my mouth is...but i betta feel yours, all ovah my bod. i wanna beg, i want ya 2 beg, i want ya to squint ya have to hold back your cum so badly...hold it, hold it baby, the release will be extreme and worth it, like im worth it, like youre worth it, like gettin no sleep is worth it.
no joke when someone tells me i cant do somethin, i dont usually listen, im like fuck that, but when someone says dont cum yet baby, i try, i try soooo hard, but really all i wanna do is cum all ovah that much harder. i feel ya pain hunny, i mean ya fucken sluttt (lol), lets cum at the same time. actually thats a lil harder than it sounds. i still think therell always be a first place and second place, reachin the finish line at the same time seems rare. it can be within seconds or minutes of course, but exactly? i'll believe it when it happens 2 me.
while i wait, lets call the insurance company, were gonna be makin a damage claim.
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i should emphasize imma happy person - im not interested in 'real angry' yet there are times that warrant the emotion.
i had a fast run-in with an asshole recently, made my blood boil like in a 'i.wanna.spit.in.ya.face' kinda way. i grew up with bros, the least of my concerns is a tuff guy bein a prick to someone and callin me a dumb bitch, even betta, a dumb blonde bitch that should mind her own business. oh really, ya just made it my business by sayin that.
me seein red is def few and far between altho catch me wrong and i can be a spitfire. normally i would drop it cuz names dont botha me specially when someone is not 2 be reasoned with but i wuz uncommonly unreasonable that day 2. plus nuttin bugs me more than a person tryin 2 intimidate anotha and bein fucken rude. my typical response silent or shared is fuck off, get ovah yaself and move on.
my friends are use 2 it, there she goes turnin from buttacup 2 badass - the odd time holdin me back cuz i wanna jump across the table and throw down the chick that called my friend a 'ho. more times than not im in protective mode if im no holds barred - rarely will i let somethin botha me anuff to interrupt the good times im havin unless im defendin my girl-gang. i will admit being lil i probly overcompensate, my mouth is fucken trouble in more ways than one. lol.
its not in my nature to start a fite or 2 even be in that situation, but its my survival instinct to end one (or try 2). doesnt matta im 5ft and 1/4 inch (every fraction of an inch counts sometimes...bahaha), im full strength fists and fury. like the sayin goes, its not the size of the dog in the fight, its the size of the fight in the dog. my fight is titanic (huge) and i aint just talkin bout when my g-ness is challenged, my internal one for nevah givin up is jack and the beanstalk soarin high!
what a pretty face, can i mess it up? just once i wanna look someone in the eye and say that. hush now, if ya aint gonna back me, watch yaself, ya may be next. lmfao.
mini...a badass huh. i just smilesss and laugh cuz i knew that long before anyone told me.
*i listened 2 Seether, NIN, a few othas and No Reins by Rascal Flatts while bloggin.
like a painted wild mustang
flyin' out across the open range
finally gets to live her life that way,
no fear, no fences, nobody - no reins
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