Last night was rough again, not only for the desire to smoke, but the frustration of the news, and the fact that SFX totally crapped out on me too! Something wrong with the server, but I was able to find my way back with the help of a special predator that I know. Yesterday was a pretty crap day in general, nothing worked, and the only good thing that happened all day was the Eagle sighting!
In general I feel pretty good, in the mornings. I wake up just fine, early; don't seem to need as much sleep now. I do have quite an appetite, but I am really watching that because I want don't want to get all fat! I do have a very short temper now, but I am able to keep that in check except when I am alone. As the day goes on the cravings get worse, and my temper gets even shorter, I’m swearing at the TV now! LOL I still have both packs of cigarettes sitting on the desk, they have been untouched for the last week, I hope I can throw them away someday. This is hard, but so far it seems like it might just be worth all the trouble after all!