I value this silence so much. After 3 days of meeting all my new students, about 80 girls total and a few new co workers, I want the silence. No voices, no sounds, just the tik tak of keystrokes. Not even music. I'd love to listen to a country song again but rather it's time for doing nothing but thinking. I got no energy either; maybe it's cause I haven't had a meal since Monday and the coffee's playing with my nerves. On top of everything, my bf complained my ass's become too small and he has no meat to grab during sex now! I gtg get my B vitamins I guess and put some make up on cause I look like I feel; dead.
Dammit I've to get over my disgust for food and eat something for I'm too weak even to drag myself to the kick boxing class. And the big guys in there will kick my ass easier. But I've to go, I've to let go of all the wrath before it consumes me or I let it out on a student.