I was a later, yeah already 18 and still looking for flowers, kissing and hand work were my only sports.
Then we had this party, I was shy and silly so I took a bottle of 'cachaça' and started to drink it as water.
Soon I was quite drunk and my mouth opened out to tell loud I was still untouched.
On the party there was this amazing girl, 18 y.o. but with some three years experience, she was the daughter of one of my mum's friends.
The party went out with much to tell, only a terrible hang over and a red face of embarrassment for what I did.
Few weeks later I was at the hall of the building we use to live, then she arrived and called me.
" - Would you follow me to my apartment I need some help with a furniture I need to move and my dad ain't home to help."
I did followed her and on the elevator she had a different smile, but kept silent. When we entered the living room, she locked the door and immediately pushed me over her couch, we kissed and then with more surprise yet invited me to go on holiday to her apartment on the beach for a week.
I couldn't say no, could I? :D
Then the week end arrived and we went to her apartment, we both and her younger sister (15). My thoughts were the most weird possible as I was mad to have her, she was so beautiful, hot and considered a great catch by the older boys that live on the same building.
Once there she asked her sister to buy some bread and when we got alone she said:
" - Do you know, I've lost my virginity when I was younger and when I heard you on the part I thought that I would be the one to do you this, so lucky boy we will have a hell of a week here, hope you like it!"
Am I dreaming, I thought. No it was not a dream, it was so true, we did all tricks to put her sister off, and the time we were alone it was all about her teaching me everything.
She did masturbate me, sucked my dick, introduced me to her pussy and ass, made me learn how to lick her pussy and the package was better than anything a shy boy could hope for.
But I was so eve and all that mountain of emotions and pleasure were making me fall for her.
She was noticing that I was with my eyes shinning, that I was embraced and totally falling.
On the fifth day she said: " - You can't fall in love with me, I'm not the best girl for you, please do not go to this side or it will ruin everything."
But I was stupid like a dog and couldn't help myself, my heart and mind were saying I need that girl forever.
When Friday arrived, after six days together having sex like maniacs I told I loved her and then a dark cloud appeared over her head. She left the apartment without saying anything, few minutes after I went to search her and as soon I found her she was talking to another older boy at the beach.
The message was clear, I had fucked it, my inexperience made it wrong and instead of recompose and build it up again, no. I've jumped the cliff and quit.
When she was back I told her I was leaving, I took the first bus back home and since then we never met again.
I saw her on the building few occasions on the next three months, but then I moved out with my parents and I still imagine what happened to her, what life she got, how is she today.
She might be a beautiful mature woman, but when I close my eyes I see that sexy, gentle and kind girl that started my sex life in a way every man should be entitled to.