I have been a member now for nearly a week and being totally honest I have loved every visit. My very first visit to chat had me meet many friendly and acoomodating people, one of whom was Olive, she took my digital hand and thrust me deeper into the mire that is the live chat, gently encouraging and leading me.
The first night on sex forums is a hot, steamy and hormone fuelled leap into the relative unknown, the closest thing to the fabled teenage dream of the prom night fuck that I have experienced, since prom night. The thinly veiled excitement of the potential of things to come forces you into awkward mistakes and over eager expressions of intent. I had one thing on my mind, to find a horny woman who would actually chat to me and, if I was extremely lucky, would expose themselves on a one way cam for my benefit. I did not have a cam and so any video could only be one way. I wasn't to be dissapointed, thanks to Olive I had the confidence to actually chat and not do the whole 'hi there, you are fit, do you have yahoo and do you fancy a cam' whisper thing, the next hour or so was fun, occasionally the group conversation would get away from me and I would sinply sit and watch the messages flash up on my screen, in a perpetually semi hard state, if you could bottle that kind of excitement you would be a millionaire and everyone would be constantly happy.
I ended up chatting to many wonderful women, who I can now call friends, but one in paticular was mind blowing. She showed me the unwritten rules and common courtesies of the live chat and the forum in general, and then she cyber-fucked me silly. The climax to that first night was unbelievable, as I have said, I spent the whole evening in an excited state, my cock was begining to ache with desire for an orgasm. The intimate nature of the whisper chat, the way that you can be having a deeply arousing and erotic conversation in between mundane, pointless chatter is a turn on, its like fucking in the cinema. The retreat to a quieter forum, or into an external live service, such as yahoo, takes you up another notch, it is the digital equivalent to being asked inside for coffee, you know that only a monumental fuck up is going to spoil your chances tonite.
This wonderful woman and I were using the power of words and of the imagination, an incredibley powerful tool, to take each other to unbelievable levels of arousal, she talked a very good talk and when I finally came to the point of orgasm I nearly took my own eye out, laying on my back on my bed, cock in hand, the orgasm built and built and then exploded in thick streams of sticky white spunk over my shoulder and onto the wall behind my head in a flood of relief that is only rivalled by the very first orgasms I experienced as a teenager, the ones that made my legs quiver and made me see stars.
The second 'date' was just as erotic and equally as amazing, however the same excitement wasn't there, I fear that the initial experiennce is unique, that the same mix of aprehension, arousal, hormones and whatever else went that into that giant melting pot, is unattainable a second time.
I will finish by thanking everyone that has shown me along the way so far and extend the offer that if I can do anything at all for you in the future, I would be more than willing