My life is terrible at this point. So I'm mainly making this blog to put my thoughts to text and read over them obsessively. So I have a best friend who pretty much out of no ware picks a new best friend and we were really close now we haven't seen each other for about 4 days now. Also I had a drug and alcohol problem last year but I stopped just after Christmas and have been clean since but the temptation is really getting to me especially with how life is going. The job I had I had to quit because I moved to a new location and I can't seem to get a job here. That takes away my idea of going to school to be a professional programmer and to top it all off the bills are stacking up. I have a grand total of $14 (Rich eh?). My girlfriend broke up with me because she said I was in a bad mood all of the time (From how my life has been.). Honestly the only thing going good for me is this site with all of you kind people. That's all I can think of off the top of my head but I'm sure there is more. I don't know why I wake up and keep trying but I guess that's just who I am, I was never raised to be a quitter. So that's it that's my life as of now hope you enjoyed.