I call myself bi-curious because of two very significant things. One is the fact that I absolutely love my wife fucking my ass with a strap-on, and in my brain's weird association methods that indicates to me that being fucked by a live cock must also be something I'd love. I don't know yet if this is the case, and who knows if I'll ever know, but that's what my brain tells me is true. Two, I have always loved having my cock sucked, licked and otherwise orally satisfied. But my nature is to analyze everything to then nth degree - I want to know everything there is to know about everything. Hence, I want to know everything there is to know about fellatio. I already know a lot about how it feels to be on the receiving end of a blowjob, and it's fucking fantastic. I also know why it's fantastic. But my brain wants more. It wants to know what it feels like to be on the giving end, and how that works as well. This has led to all kinds of questions to my wife and myriad ex-girlfriends over the years, none of the answers to which were very informative. It has also led to me tasting and swallowing my own cum, which is a neutral experience at best for me. The final outcome of this unsatisfying journey of knowledge has been that I have gradually developed an overpowering desire or one could even say need to experience first-hand sucking a cock.
Now, I have to say for the most part I do not find men sexually attractive. I find some men to be physically appealing, but that's pretty much as far as it goes. I DO like cocks, I find the various sizes and appearances fascinating, but then I think it's simply a "grass is always greener" mentality on my part. "I love my cock, but that one would be so much better..." or some stupid thing like that. I don't know really.
Some days I see a hard cock, esp. one that's bigger than mine, and I think, damn I want to suck that. And not just suck it, I want to feel cum gushing out of it into my mouth and to taste it, to swallow it all. (My wife gets hot when I tell her this, btw) Then there's other days where that wouldn't even cross my mind.
The thing is, it doesn't even have to be a guy, it could be a shemale/tgirl/ladyboy (whatever euphemism is most acceptable to you) whose cock I want to suck. So I guess it's all about the cock not the owner... I also don't have much of a desire to be sucked off or jerked by a guy (maybe a tgirl tho lol) - this need is apparently one way only. Still I consider myself bi-curious, and someday perhaps I'll fulfill this curiosity. dunno.
Anyhow, I just had this brewing in my head 'cause of a conversation I had this morning on SF about just such a thing, figured it's worth sharing.