"It's hard to wait around for something you know might never happen. but it's even harder to give up, especially when you know it's everything you've ever wanted."
"Austin is a long way from home", he thought, but in a sense, home had always been here. He was simply returning, he thought. Nearing Waco, his mind again drifted to thoughts of her. They had met at a business gathering about six months ago, and something had clicked. Hard. Since then, they had talked, phoned, IM.....everything. He knew she was married, and knew she wanted him. Every morning they would talk, Every evening. He knew she was unhappy, that her husband was ignoring her.
As they talked, he became more and more certain that this was special. Yet in the back of his mind, a dark concern. When she started focusing attention on him, wouldn't her husband notice and begin to show her the attention she had wanted?
And then the opportunity came.
"I want you to spend the night with me. No one will be there". He had business in Austin, so..........
That night with her was like no other. They went to dinner, talked, and to him it seemed a bonding had happened. It seemed they were new lovers and an established couple all a the same time.
They went back to her place, and danced. He finally turned off the music, and they danced in silence. "you are my music", he murmured, kissing her neck.
She led him to the bedroom and lay on the bed. For hours he kissed, and played with every inch of her body, causing her to arch and cum.. Finally he entered her and she moaned, and they moved, harder, faster, and with time gone and forgotten. Again and again he came, and all night it seemed, until dawn..
He left, reluctantly, for his meeting, wanting to see her again, and again......remembering her last words '"you will be mine".......
A few weeks passed, and another opportunity came. And there he was, driving again to Austin. He checked in, and invited her over the next day.
Waiting for her the next day, the phone rang.
He knew there was something wrong.
"He is paying me much more attention now..........."
"And I am torn............"
The moment of truth, he thought. and said, "Stay home. figure out what you want. I know what I want."
"I'll let you know what I decide", she said.
He drove back in silence, and waited.
There is no pain worse than silence, he thought. And wrote this:
I would wait a thousand lives
To hold you in my arms
I would die a thousand deaths
to touch your sensual lips.