Just as satan in a sunday hat exits. Enter Desiree. She starts at my work, in my group, and the first time I see her there I see something about her that makes me think she would be a perfect match for me. My exact thoughts were "That could be my future wife." I can tell right away while working around her that there is attraction on her end as well.
One day I'm feeling a bit hyper and playful, so I write 'Hi' on a sticky and toss it over on her desk. She writes hi back so I write 'Are you going to buy me a drink for my birthday?' She writes back 'Do you want me to?' I say 'Of course' and she says 'Ok, what's your poison?' I give her my number and it turns out her birthday is four days after mine. So we go out for a late lunch.
Amazing! We didn't even pick up the menus for the first half hour. It was like old friends catching up. Instant comfort, instant connection. Everything was in sync, she was like a female me. Our likes in music, movies, tv, food etc was on point. Our personalities the same. She came to my house after and we watched a movie. I put the dvd in and went back to the couch where she was sitting and leaned into her as I stood in front of her. There was a moment of hesitation from her as she inched back with a stifled kind of squeal/squeak. Then she leaned into me and we kissed.
We ended up in my bedroom and she stayed the night. We didn't have sex. But it was a passionate night of making out and grinding. She wasn't the type of girl to have sex outside of a relationship. But the primal passion was there so intensely. A lot of intense kissing then a strong push from her as she got too heated up. I would pounce back and her embrace was just as strong as the push, maybe stronger. It's hard to describe the intensity of it all, but she definitely brought the wolf in me out. My chest and neck had bruises from her mouth for months straight. A few times I had bruises from her fingers on my forearms.
We discussed things the next day and evening, which she stayed over again. She told me she had recently gotten out of a serious relationship which she had jumped into from another serious relationship. She said she wanted to date and 'do her'. I told her I felt something strong and she agreed. She told me even if she wasn't ready to get into a relationship, once she was sure about us, she wouldn't need to continue dating. I told her that was reasonable. I thought it was. That didn't turn out to be what happened though. To be continued