I haven't written in a while so I figured I would update this journal a little.
To give a brief summary of what's been going on since my last blog, everything's sorted on the whole 'faecal matter' debacle. It hasn't happened since those 2 or 3 incidents so, basically, I'm putting it down to a temporary lapse in hygiene on hers' (or mines'?) part. But, whatever, I'm over it.
Things are great between us, or they were. University has broken up for the semester so we've gone our separate ways and living back home with our respective parents. I'm missing her a little bit but it's only been a week (today) that we last saw each other. There's another 3 weeks until next semester begins.
So last semester there were a couple of incidents later on involving a bit of blood on the condom, obviously I was freaked out but she seemed pretty alright about it (and with me not telling her I was a virgin before her, I went along and showed slight concern until she brushed it off). Her explanation was that we'd just been having rather rough sex is all, all of which was true. That she was fine and not panicky made it easier for me. There were also a couple of times where I get the impression she may be into (light) bondage too, nothing too ridiculous but she definitely liked it when i slapped her ass a bit. Also, I ate pussy for the first time "Hurrah!" and I liked it. I'd heard some horror stories about the smell or the taste not being nice and I'd done a little research on the web to make sure I knew what I was doing (obviously, I had the general idea from porn films but figured they'd be a little more intense than general real-world fooling around). This is going to sound strange but when I was younger, maybe 16 or 17, I had a dream that I licked a girl out. Now, the anatomy of the vagina was all wrong (I knew what one looked like back then, I have no idea why it looked like it did in my dream but it freaked me out when I woke up). Anyway, suffice to say, when I licked my girlfriend out the taste was EXACTLY the same as I remembered, that freaked me out a little bit. The first time I go down on someone and it gives me a sense of deja vu... who'd have thought!? My only qualm with it was that I got a pubic hair in my mouth. I expected it, I mean, you have to right? But she keeps herself pretty neat and short in the pubic region, just that there are a few missed hairs on the undercarriage so to speak. The pube put me off a little but we were both enjoying it a lot so I carried on and disposed of it... eventually!
So for an update, that wasn't too bad. Apart from the distance and time problem that I'm (we're) facing at the moment, everything's going swimmingly. I've got a few things to settle next semester though;
First off, I want to get better at giving oral sex. I've made her cum before using my fingers and I've licked her out after her first climax which has led her to re-climax but I want to actually achieve climax through tongue-action alone.
Also, we need to try some more positions I think. We have a lot of fun using the missionary, cowgirl and all it's various sub-positions but once when she was on top, I asked her to swap and she misheard me and got into the doggie position. She did it warily but I think that's because she didn't hear me properly, not because she didn't want to. I could be wrong of course, I've heard that girls don't necessarily like the doggie style because it's void of any intimacy and degrading to females (i.e. treating them like dogs). But like I say, I'm not sure either way with her thoughts on it but I'm willing to try other positions; I just need to find the right way to bring it up with her.
Other than that, everything is just peachy the way it is. Actually, now that we're apart, I think she needs a little more confirmation that I still find her attractive than when we're both in the same town. That's understandable of course, I just find it a little irritating when she brings up that I don't compliment her enough. It's hard thinking up new ways of telling someone that I like them without sounding rehearsed! I'm sure things will sort themselves out though, maybe she's just feeling a little self-conscious at the moment?
Anyway, I've said quite a bit here and so I'll sign off with that. I'll be sure to update this widely-viewed and incredibly popular (I jest) web-journal within the next couple of months. Until then x