My first entry will explain my reasoning for joining Sex Forums and how my life has drastically changed.
"I love you! I love you!" I thought while sitting in class one day during elementary school. There she was... the beautiful brunette girl I had a secret crush on ever since first grade. But why would she go for me? I was heavy, I wore glasses, I had little to no friends, and I was not active in any after school activities.
This was my first step to becoming insecure and depressed a long time ago. I did not want to show my face, I did not want to meet new people for the fear of being rejected, and I felt horrible about my appearance due to my weight that I did absolutely nothing to fix it. Finally, during High School, when I enrolled into Boy Scouts, my life took a change for the better.
I lost some weight, I managed to get my eye problem better, and I started volunteering to meet new people. I soon became less worried about what other people felt about me.
I came to Sex Forums to meet new people. I can see that everyone here for the most part is comfortable about who they are, but if there are a few here that were like me a while back, I just want to let you know that you are not alone. Feel confident in yourself and you will find it easier to meet new people and be secure and comfortable with who you are.