I felt it and saw him, I didn't say a word. He told me if I wanted to see it, I hesitated to answer a slow murmering "yes" covered in nervousness, and I opened up his pants and saw a big nice hard uncut cock infront of me. I began to rub it and precum began to ooze out. I felt myself getting a hard-on, but I didn't pull my dick out of its pants, I just left it there. I rubbed it for a while and he stood up. He then told me, if you want to make it small again, you can try sucking on it or just move ur hand up and down. I did just that. That was the first time I have ever sucked on a dick before. I really enjoyed it. Playing with a dick, well that was different considering a week earlier I had been with "E", who by the way was not only a co-worker of "R's", but also a friend.
So I stayed giving "R" a handjob and a blowjob. Trying to make him cum. Honestly, I don't remember whether or not I made him cum, but I liked the fact that I got my second oportunity of having a homosexual encounter. I found it very nerve racking, but over time it got easier and easier.
For the next couple of months. I fooled around with both "E" and "R" and just with blowjobs and handjobs, no sex. A few months, after this "E" left the city we were living in and "R" did too. I was really sad because I began to have feelings for "E"..............over the next couple of years, till I turned 18, I had no sexual activity......but all that changed once I turned 19.