On my profile it says that I am curious, but thats only because I haven't done anything. I am most likely gay or bi.
I was raised really religious (Jewish, yes I know im Uncut... but its a long story)... and also skipped 2 grades of high school which totally screwed up my social life. I am what you would call a "Geek". I also have the problem that I have terrible depression and anxiety (Yes, I was suicidal at multiple points.)
Lately, I've been very horny and really would like to do stuff with a guy. (Oral only), but I just cant seem to get my nerves up.
Any suggestions are greatly appreciated. I feel like that by chatting about sex, it gets me off really well and also helps to control my nerves a bit. I am definitely closer today to actually doing something than even a month ago. It took me forever to finally admit that I was attracted to guys.
I know its sad, but its reality.
I'm gonna post a pic, and hopefully no one in the community (religious) where I live will see it. I dont consider myself to be very attractive, but that is part of my depression.
This blog is going to be devoted to my life... not just sexual, but also things going on in my life that I need to vent.
I hope that my misery will bring you much excitement and enjoyment :)