I've vanished for a while, and now I have come back, i thought I'd do a general explination of where I went and an update of what has been going on.
Firstly my ex joined the site which really dropped my enthusiasm for coming on, so I went from being on every day to being on about once a week, just to look round and say hello to my SF friends. It's not her fault that I feel the way I do, but it's not fair of me, or on other people who like me that I still have this big hang up around her. It's hard to explain but w/e, surfice to say it hurts when I talk to her even when I just say high, or right now when I am writing about her, it's like someones playing drums on my heart..... right get off this bloody subject you pathetic twat...
Not long after this happened my laptop died, not just a virus or something minor but the hardrive and processor burnt out, well and truely blackened. Not sure how this happened as it was on a double surge protected circuit etc etc, but whatever, so I borrowed a friends older laptop as a loaner and was using that to keep up with my university and my other online activities, but I was loath to go on porn sites, and sex chat sites on a loaner laptop so i wasn't about.
Well as some of you know I am not in the best financial situation, so this dragged on for a while but I eventually managed to fight out with my university financial department to add another 500 quid to my university loans so that I can get a new computer, and so I got a new computer, and now I might be back every now and then, not often cause well, yea, but I'm around.
Other than that, I had a judo fighter land on my neck, which landed me in hospital for a night, but there was no serious damage, I did some self defence classes, I taught some martial arts, and I have chatted with Devilish Delicious :) we're still together, some people have been saying to her "He has single in his profile status" thats cause I rarely bother to update my status, for nearly a year after I was dumpped my facebook declared I was "In a long term relationship" because I never got round to changing it cause I am a lazy sod, so it's the same this time, never got round to changing it ok people :P
yea so, Hi everyone.
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