I love being in the water. I have ocd-which causes sleep deprivation due to always getting up to check things all night. My favorite color is purple, but I will deny that to most. I drive too fast all the time. Im never late for anything refer to the ocd. I am scared of loud noises dont know why but I want to curl up and cry when I hear them. I love the way the sun warms my skin, even though I cant be out long or I burn. I am an emotional mess when no one is looking. I dont cry in front of anyone. Im very shy to the point I wont start conversations most of the time. I love to write. I hate speaking to groups of people. Im a nurse, but Im scared of needles. Figure that one out. I hate eating, food has terrible textures makes me sick. My body pays for that. The father of my oldest child was abusive, but careful about where the bruises went. My egg donor cheated so many times on my father Im sure she has no idea who the real father of her kids are. My father passed away on my 13th wedding anniversary. Im afraid of the color yellow. I like watching horror movies. I would rather read a book. I miss the craziness of when my children were all under five. I cant wait for the youngest to move out. Cats are evil creatures that I still like having around even though the scratch. I have grandbabies. I have issues with odors.