Now to the backstory: My wife and I had a beautiful baby girl (almost six year ago now) And I tried to convince her to give me another baby. But she refuses. I have another daughter from a previous marriage, but I always wanted to try for a boy. I am a hundred percent certain that My wife and I will not have another child. She is nearing her forties, and I am forty-two. I am happy for my co-worker, but at the same time jealous. Should I be jealous? I don't know, but I am. I want a son and want to try for a son, to carry on my name. Am I selfish, maybe? I know women go through a lot when they are with child, but it doesn't change my mindset. At this point, I don't care if I have another child with my wife, but still want to have a child with someone. Is that wrong? I love my wife, very much, and she is loyal to a fault. So, will some lady wish to have a child with me? Will it ever present itself itself? My guess is it won't. When it did present itself a while back, I never seemed to have the time to make it happen, and feared the worst possible scenario.... Child support, LOL. But right now, I can't seem to get over these feelings of jealousy and I have never considered myself a jealous person. The question is... How can I get rid of these feelings and get on with my life, knowing my wish will never come true?