Okay here is the backstory: When she was engaged to this guy, she came onto me and I thought it was a "last fling" for her and nothing else. She came over on my birthday (I was single at the time) and we had some great sex. I made sure then proceede used a condom because I didn't want ot get her pregnant when she would be married to another guy soon. We always had a great time together, just hanging out and being friends.
After talking to her today, I am realizing she had some feelings for me. She told me she had wished I asked , to her to stay with me that day and that she would have called her engagement off if she knew I had any feelings for her. Today, she actually hinted that she wants sex with me. She even flirted with me saying I always had trouble finding the hole when I was trying to put my daughter's TV back on the wall.
As we were catching up, I told her my wife didn't want any more kids, but I wanted to try for a son. My friend then proceeds to tell me I have not should have said that because she wants a son too. She even asked if I was up for having sex with her. And she invited me and my daughter to her house tomorrow night for "movie night" after hearing that my wife will be working. And she said "my house my rules leave your ring at home." The question is... do I go over for dinner and a movie (movie for the kids) and then what? Knowing that she would love nothing more than to have sex with me, can I deny her what she wants or will my love for pussy get the upper hand?
So the next day I was to go over to my friend's house but it so happens that my wife knows a little of our past realtionship (12 years ago). I told her about my plans, (bad idea?). At any rate, my wife got that Monday off at the last minute, so I did not go over to my friend's house. The next day, she comes to my house for a visit. We chatted some more as my daughter and hers played together and she tells me she wants me to seriously consider having sex with for the end result of her getting pregnant. Now, I know she is serious. She also says she has money to support a fatherless child, etc.. After a couple hours of chatting her and her daughter went home. No skin off my nose as I told her "I need to sleep on it."
The wife comes home and my 4 year daughter proceeds to tell mommy she played with her new friend, Jen. A four year olds innocent comment turns into a knife so very quickly. Furious, my wife starts going off on me without cause! I mean nothing has happened between my friend and I... yet. The chain reaction that has continued on since then has been really bugging me..
I told my wife it is no skin off of my nose whether I am friends with this single mother or not and that I would tell her to go away essentially. Just to keep the peace in my family.
My wife has been on my case or displaying negativity since then. The weekend before last, I called my friend at three in the morning so we could talk. She drove around for a while as we talked, then she stopped the car. We made out a bit then she pushed my head down to her breasts after lifting up her shirt... I sucked on her nipples and caressed her breasts. I then fingered her clit through her pants... But that is a far as we got. She knew I had been drinking and didn't want to do something with me I wouldn't remember the next day. I told her quite a bit of things that had been going on and even told her that I told my wife everything that my friend had said to me when we had talked. She dropped me off at home and I went to bed, my wife none the wiser (or does she know?)
Fast foreward to this past Saturday. I went for a scheduled massage appointment and when I got back my wife lit into me the next two days. She went on and on about how I shouldn't spend that money every ninety days and should go to a chiropracter instead (it's a co-pay) thing. I told her at least I wasn't going to see some prostitute but it was being spent on a legitimate part of my health. She said I should ask the massage therapist for a blow-job. I tell her no way. It's not that kind of massage. The more and more I think about, the more and more I am tempted to go all the way with my friend. My wife and I have not had sex since this whole drama started three weeks ago. I think she wants me to cheat on her so she has a valid reason to leave...