I never knew I could feel like this, feel like I'm going out of my mind. I wanna throw myself off of every building. Everytime I see a cab, I wanna dive in front of it cause then I'll stop thinking about her. But, I don't want to. I've waited my whole life to feel this miserable. If this is the only way I can stay connected to her, this is how I have to be. You...just don't get it do you? For many, it's not about love at all. Many guys don't want love, but a few do and they will sell their soul for that one special girl and they never even get noticed. That one sweet guy, know what he thinks of when he's thinking about you? That he's hopeless and down on life, and the fact that you're waking up with the wrong man every morning? But secretly hopes that you're having happiness, even when it's not with him? And do you know what he's doing? Something that will hurt and hopefully take the pain of losing you away because even when dead, it will still hurt. Know what happens if that nice guy doesn't take a leap? Just drops like a rock and wonders...why the hell didn't I jump? Most of us have that ONE person that won't let us drop, but will let us fly. I can change, I can make it so I never have to feel like this ever again but that? That's not me. Why does every girl dream of that nice guy that'll sweep them off their feet and treat her like royalty but when it lands in front of them, they don't want it? I'm the one that will hopefully break girls out of that. The one who can hopefully trick girls so they get out of their own way to get what they truly want.