Well I'm not completely sure what to write, and I'm suffering mild writers block, so I'm just going to ramble on, hopefully it's not too boring, too outrageous, or too random.
Hmmmm, well I'm 23, live in Australia and I'm bisexual. I've known that I was bi since I was bout 14 or so. It didn't bother me at all, I just accepted it. But I've always been very wary about who I tell. I told my mum not long after I realised it myself and she didn't take too kindly to it, which really hurt so I haven't told a great deal of those close to me since. But it's not the only skeleton in my closet....
I used to go to...well, i guess the best way you could describe them is orgies. At 16 I decided to 'find myself'....find out what worked for me and what didn't sexually and I do think it helped. I tried pretty much everything and made some very good friends in the process. One of these friends ended up getting me one of my first jobs. Just after I turned 18, I went to work at an adult entertainment club.
I can honestly say it was the best job I've ever had and not just because of the money! I could completely be myself without any restrictions or worries. I always thought places like that mistreated their staff, gave them hell, etc. but where I worked was nothing like that. Everyone got along so well and with exception to the odd special performance, we decided amongst ourselves what was going to be 'performed' on the night. Which worked well for me, I'd only been with one guy by that point, and while I loved men (still do) at the time I was more interested in women, so I only ever 'performed' with women. It was alot of fun...so many of my happiest memories come from then.
But I've seen the bad side of sex too...so in a way I'm kinda conflicted about it. I know it can bring alot of pleasure, but also alot of pain. Which is why I'm very cautious about looking for it. So I'm being brave and testing the waters here. I hope to make some new friends...and who knows what might come of it
And moving onto other things... In general I love the usual things in life...sports, movies, music, reading, writing. I'm a little socially inept, abit of a geek really. I like to make friends, but get really shy and have trouble keeping friends, but I've decided I'm putting my best foot forward and going to get myself out there more. I have alot of good stuff going on right now, but I'm missing something so I'm searching for it....will I find it here? Who knows.... lets just chillax and see what happens