Before we get to the hot and juicy stuff, I'm going to give you abit of back story first
Where I live, any girl over the age of 16 who is still a virgin is considered a loser. I'd had sex with girls before, using toys and stuff, which technically and physically made me no longer a virgin, but in my mind, I'd be a virgin until the first time I had sex with a guy. I know some of you are going to see this a think I'm an idiot for feeling that way, but thats just how it was for me ok?
Anyway, I was at a girlfriends party, big house, lots of people, lots of 'important' people (people with money who liked to show it off) My girlfriend and I were both bi, so we were of the understanding our relationship would be open. She was stunning, guys would fight over her, whereas guys would fight to stay away from me. I didn't have much luck with men at all, I could be friends with them but nothing more ever seemed to come of it.
Alot of gorgeous guys and girls where at this party, it was a total drool fest and to be honest, I felt out of place there. I noticed this really hot guy there. I guessed he was about 30 or so, short brown curly hair, reminded me of Matthew Mcconaughey as far as his looks went...I was checking him out across the room when he looked over and I just about died because I'd been caught. I ducked off to the kitchen to get a glass of water and hid there for awhile. I came back into the living room, found the loveseat was empty and went and sat down for abit, talked to some other friends on and off but spent most of the night just feeling embarassed coz the hot guy had caught me looking at him.
About an hour or so later someone sits down next to me...it's him! And he's looking at me with this big smile on his face and he says "Did you like what you saw?" and he chuckled. I couldn't speak! Up close, he was divine, his smile took my breath away, I was lost in his eyes, his voice was like velvet, and he smelt delicious! Like musk and old roses.... like I said DELICIOUS! Eventually my brain and mouth reconnected and I blurted out words to the affect of "Yes, you're gorgeous, how could I not like it?" I then looked down at the floor, ashamed in away that someone like me was talking to someone like him. I lent over and gently guided my face to look up at him, our eyes locking almost instantly and he said "I'm glad that the hottest girl in the room thinks I'm gorgeous" he then smiled and being very old school, kissed the back of my hand. He told me his name was James, he was 30, single and I introduced myself and we sat there talking for ages.
The party began winding down and it was around 1am. We ended up leaving together and went for a couple of drinks at a club, but it was too noisy so we left. It was a warm evening still so we went to the beach and walked on the sand, all the while talking and getting to know eachother. Being a total cluts, I kicked my toe on a rock I didnt see, cursed and sat down. By this time he'd told me he was a doctor who had just moved to start a new job recently, so when I sat down he took a look at my toe, he said it was just stubbed and I'd be fine. We sat there talking, the beautiful breeze, the waves...then he lent in and kiss me. It was the best kiss I'd had upto that stage, sparks flying everywhere. He then apologized, saying it was ungentlemanly of him to do that and would I forgive him. I couldn't believe it! He was such an old school gentleman and I loved it!
Weeks went by, we continued to see eachother. After almost a month he said he wanted us to have an intimate romantic evening together, he wanted to make love with me. I could not believe it, I was speechless. Someone so hot wanted to be with me? A man I liked, liked me too! I said I'd love to. He said he'd make all the arrangements, he wanted it to be special because I deserved to be treated like a princess.
So the day was upon us. I wasn't sure where we were going or what exactly we were doing, but I knew it would be special. He picked me up and we went out for dinner. He said he'd picked somewhere he knew I would love and he was right. The Hard Rock Cafe!!!! I spent alot of the time marvelling at the memorabilia. At one point I caught him looking at me smiling and I asked him what he was smiling about, he said I looked so adorable when I was so enthralled, and he was happy he'd made me so happy. We sat down and ate and talked and flirted and then it was time to go. We walked down for ages and we found a horse and carriage ride. I was petting the horses and the next thing I knew I was being escorted to the carriage. We took a ride through the city to our hotel, it was so romantic! And the night had only just begun!
We got to our room and he tells me to close my eyes. The door opens, I walk in a little way. He closed the door and stood behind me, wrapping his arms round my waist and whispered "Open your eyes" into my ear. I open them and there are candles and rose petals EVERYWHERE! It was like something out of a movie. We had a balcony with a gorgeous view as well. He put on some soft music and we went and sat just looking at the view in eachothers arms for awhile. Then we went back inside.
I was so nervous because I didn't know what to do with a man! He knew I would be nervous, I'd told him I hadn't been with a man before. I don't know if my nerves were showing or not, but we were sitting on the bed and he lent over and held me, telling me it was ok - if I didnt want to, we didnt have to. But I'd never wanted to be with a man more than I did at that point. We took it slowly, kissing, undressing, fondling, it all felt so fantastic to me, I felt so alive. He started gently caressing me through my underpants, and it felt unbelievable! I almost came there and then!
Still in our underwear, he climbed ontop of me, gently laying me down, kissing me all over so tenderly, so passionately. It felt like hours of pleasure had passed already, we'd become totally naked now. He laid ontop of me, everything touching, my heart racing. He kissed my neck and whispered in my ear "Its ok, if you feel uncomfortable, just tell me and we'll stop, I dont want to hurt you." I agreed, kissed him hungrily and urged him in. It felt....unbelievable! It was like nothing I'd ever felt in my life. I felt alive for the first time ever.... I never wanted it to end. But sadly it did. Spent and breathless, we laid there naked for a long time, holding eachother, kissing sometimes, alot of "Wow" "Oh My God" and "Thank you's" were exchanged. We spent the rest of the weekend in that hotel room, making love so many times, but it never felt like just hot sweaty sex, it was beautiful and special each time.