2011 even as a single man would have been difficult for me but, in a different way. I have found love and lost it due to my own inability to be patient. I know everything that happens does happen for a reason and I'd like to believe that from all of my experiences this past year. Of all the things that have come out of it. It seems that I have been told I need to focus on becoming more patient and trusting.
I have spent yet another year in a third world country and learned more about myself, who I am and what I want in life than, I have about this country and it's own conflict. The vast number of events that have occurred over the past year in my life at first doesn't seem too numerous but, then I stop, slow down and think about the little moments. The moments that my heart felt as if it would beat it's way out of my chest from the situation I was in.
In this past year I would like to think I have grown more as an adult than I have in previous years I've found my love and I've figured out my next path in which to explore. Another year has gone by but, another lies ahead of me full of even more uncertainty and life changing events that this past year. Until next time....
Written December 12, 2011