The erotic photos of all you sexy and sensual women on the site were intoxicating. I posted my appreciation for the beauty that you all displayed and the arousal the photos stirred in me. My heart raced and my cock stiffened as each one was revealed to me. By the first few months I ran out of adjectives to describe your sensuality and my arousal never ceased.
It was amazing what the site was becoming to me during that first month, a place to share. I could talk openly about an important part of my life that heretofore was off limits for discussion . . . my sex life. It was liberating, very erotic and very arousing. I took photos of myself and posted them and got responses from women … I was swooning.
Then later in the fall I began writing seriously in the blog. It was even more intoxicating than the sb or the photos. I was able to delve into my own erotic mind, and the sensual emotions, feelings, and thoughts that have been bottled up in me for years. Moreover I could relate orgasmic sensations, sexual experiences and intimate activities that I had never told anyone. I shared a secret that was unknown to anyone, except for J, my MMO ability. It was exhillerating to share the story of my erotic journey.
Everything I have written about in my blog was true. Including this entry, I have made 95 entries in my blog. I estimate that the total number of pages in those entries is over 400 pages single space. I know that they are long and hard to read and I apologize for that. However, they mean a lot to me. They are a verbatim, unrestricted and accurate chronicle of one year in my sex life. Jules and Julia is the story of one woman’s experience in the kitchen over a year. My blog is my experience in my bedroom over the course of a year. It all happened to me and I felt it all. I have told you all how it felt, how moved I have been by experiences and what I have done to share pleasure with my best friend, partner, confidante and lover.
The blog has been more than a chronicle of my sexual activity …it is an insight into my relationship with a wonderful woman who I care about more than I care about my own life. I love her totally and unconditionally now and I have loved her deeply for almost 40 years. Our relationship isn’t perfect but our love is, and than keeps the relationship going. I can only wish to get another 40.
Then came Christmas. The SB was hopping for two weeks straight. Everyone was off from work around the holidays and everyone was on the site. I was glued to my computer for almost two weeks. I continued to write blog entries. I made some very close friends and got to know more folks on the site a lot better.
The spring was remarkable. It started by meeting Duchess in NYC and spending a delightful day with her. This site had now become part of my daily life; I pm’ed friends on the site more and more and gained insights into their lives. I had a desire to become more involved with of you, my SF friends and acquaintances and I became interested in your lives. In response, the Couch was born. The Couch has been a high point of the year.
The Couch has given me the chance to be intimate and close to all of you and to bring your lives into my own on a daily basis. There are over 1850 posts on the Couch. The number is irrelevant, but the relationships are very relevant and I care about all of you. I often go to bed thinking of all of you after I read it at the end of the day. I have a busy life and a lot to think about, but you all have had an impact on me and are there with me in my mind along with all the myriad things I need to keep track of. I worry about you all, I wonder constantly how you all are doing and I am always trying to think of how to respond to your big issues and what to say to you as I hear about the little issues in your daily lives..
Then summer came and I got MODulated. It was an honor to be asked and a privilege to volunteer. Admittedly it is very different service than any of the other various civic leadership things that I do.
The summer was slow and easy and SF and all of you were there with me. More blogs and more posts. Then back to September and my one year anniversary.
I find it hard to believe I am in the top 8 most active people in the US on the site (by points). With all due respect to SXF, J Star and Q I don’t pay attention to points, I pay attention to all of you. I guess the points came as by product from doing that. I thank ADM for their recognition. You are all great guys.
I will write a thread in recognition of tomorrow and what SF means to me. But in light of what this Blog has meant to me it is only proper to post it here.
Thanks to all of you for the friendship, support, good spirit and the sexy interaction.
If this all happened in the first year, then I can’t imagine what the 2nd year will bring. Whew.
It is great to be here.
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