We all have had watershed experiences; those milestone events in our lives that have challenged us physically, mentally and emotionally. When we emerged from these experiences, often times we were changed people. In my case when I emerged from my life threatening experience, it changed me profoundly. My entire perspective on life changed. My awarenesss and appreciation of life itself and the daily experience that it brings expanded exponentially.
Among the things that was transformed in me after this experience was my appreciation of seemingly mundane things around me; they no longer seemed mundane. I now find myself waking up each morning and valuing every day as if it was a gift. Everyday I notice simple things and I have a profound appreciation of them. Now when I notice something I will stop what I am doing to take the time to “smell the roses”.
Sensual things now enrapture me and consume my daily thoughts. I get lost in the wonder of my wife’s smile in the morning and the warmth of her kisses. I appreciate the enthusiastic hug, kiss and squeeze of her bum when I return from a trip. I get light headed with the exquisite feeling of my penis deep inside her wet warm vagina as she explodes in orgasm. My heart races and my brain is on fire with the feel of her wet silky inner lips in my mouth and the resulting scent of her arousal. I feel so close to her as I suckle her clit to hardness as it is enveloped by my warm tongue while I hold her hips to immobilize her vagina on my mouth. I am acutely more sexual now than I was before.
Beyond the miracle of sex though, my sense of my routine daily life has changed. I am struck by the glowing orange promise of a morning sunrise over the lake when I drive past it to go to the office in the morning; the eerie silence of a late night snow fall on the village street in front of our house; the unrestrained joy of the small children that live next door to us as they play in the fresh pristine snow; and the deeply satisfying high of helping someone in a very small way.
My enhanced appreciation also extends into human interactions beyond my sexual and sensual relationship with my wife. One of the most transformative changes has been my expanded - abiding love of all women, and of the wondrous gift of femininity. I am smitten with you all. However, all of you ladies on SF have added a new and unique dimension to my love and admiration of women and the wonder of femininity. Four months ago you all welcomed me into the SF clan. Through my interaction with you over the last 4 months, I have discovered a new kind of relationship with women. It is a connection that is rooted in visual admiration and sensuality but also in things that are much much deeper.
One of my first blog entries was a testimonial to all of you and your physical - sexual beauty as women. That entry extolled the sensuality and sexiness of your bare femininity as it was exposed in your images. The entry described the lusty sexual rush that encouraged you to post your beautiful nude images and the hot sexual thrill that I felt seeing you; it also acknowledged that you put your most intimate parts out there for me to see. Your pics exposed your wondrous vulvas, vaginas, breasts thighs and bums,; they allowed me to see women I knew in their barest essence as warm and real people; those images were also deeply intimate as you risked alot by exposing your vulnerability as women.
Through your pictures I was able to imagine seeing you or being with you in person; the way your bodies might look when you were feeling sensual or how you might look as you were locked in passion, or experiencing the joy of orgasmic release. I also imagined the way that you might look doing mundane daily things like getting dressed. I looked at the pics in the threads and I wondered how your soft skin would feel. I dwelled on your seductive curves and admired the swell of your breasts and vulvas. It made me feel close to you to have these feelings and the privilege of seeing you nude. It also made my cock hard as steel and made it drool as I looked at you all.
Through your chat I am now getting a deeper and more personal connection, and one that is also alot of fun while it is gratifying; I am getting to know your lives and your personalities. I can envision your warm and open smiles and your knowing winks; the demure smirk of acknowledged admiration. While we chat, I project in my mind the smell of your perfume, the things you would say in person or the warmth of your hand.
Yes I love all women but you ladies here on SF are special. The connection has happened through light and fun conversation, through more serious conversations and the intimacy that this medium encourages. I feel easy, light and enthusiastic in simple interactions with you.
You are complex creatures and sometimes my male brain struggles to understand you, but it delights in your complexity. Your bodies are the pinnacle of Mother Nature’s creativity. You are nurturing and life giving, but you are exotic, erotic and sensual. Interaction on line with you gets me high, you radiate piquant femininity and add spice to my daily life.
This week is my 4 month anniversary on this site. What a delightful four months it has been. I have engaged many of you in fun, sexy, serious, very intimate and personal conversations. Now after 4 months of getting to know you, I am acknowledging the true gift of interaction that you have given me.
Indeed you are all a gift . . . and I have the privilege of enjoying that gift every day I interact with you. I am very thankful to you for extending that privilege to me.
Ladies, you are the special - est of the special. You have shared the images of your bodies on this site, but more importantly you have shared your impressions, your humor and your selves. You kid, flirt and wisecrack; the innocence of that interaction is both disarming and charming. In the last 4 months I have gotten to know some of you much deeper, you have become close friends, in ways that most women are not close with men, as confidants. That friendship is special in that it is punctuated by images of your bare femininity. I have gotten a little insight into who you are and an equal measure of visual delightful of your bare feminine essence. That is a unique and powerful intimacy that I do not have with other women I interact with. That intimacy and the trust that is behind it has inspired me to feel this affection for all of you.
The miracle of the internet has allowed me to communicate with you in a way that is truly amazing. In 4 short months you have shared a little bit of who you are with me. Without this site I could pass you in the street and never know who you are … now I do.
We are all spread out across the world; the only challenge is the computation of time zones and the timing of your real jobs and lives to accomodate talking time. The mystery of technology and the great distances that it bridges would suggest that I may never meet any of you in person; that is ok. We can happily continue this intimacy and the warmth that it brings; it is mysterious and that makes it all the more exciting.
This site is full of flirtatious innuendo about sharing your bodies in sexual passion. But in reality you have done something more profound and eminently sexier and much more sensual than sex, you have let me into your minds. That is one of the most sensual things a woman can do with a man.
This is a complex thing to explain. I struggle with words to express its complexity. Maybe it can’t be explained. But I can say plainly that I appreciate you and love you all.
Thanks for helping to make my days full and exciting.
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