As I said in the last post, as my arousal approaches peak, my cockhead swells and turns a dusky purple as it fills with blood. As it engorges it tends to lose sensitivity to touch and becomes very sensitive to heat.
When we are intent on having a deeply intimate Love Making session, one of the things that I (we) love to do is have me thrust and grind on her to get me as hard and long as I can get. Pelvic thrusting does something incredible for me. There is something about the “humping – thrusting” movement in my pelvis that really hits a switch in me and turns me on big time. So when I have been probing her and thrusting into her slowly and rhythmically for a while, I will get to full length and girth. As I said my cockhead swells and becomes really sensitive to heat when I am really aroused. Just before I get to the point of inevitability …I will stop before I “get on the escalator” that will make me cum. I hang back at that point and push deep into her so I can feel the back of her vagina grasping my cockhead.
This used to bother her before menopause, but post menopause … she loves it. She describes it as rubbing a sore muscle or massaging a tight calf. But it is deep inside her in an unreachable place. My rigid cock is the only thing that can reach it and she loves to have me deeply and gently pressing her there. I will ever so gently rock and push up into her …not really thrusting; it is more like applying intermittent pressure.
The longer I do it the wetter she gets and the hotter she gets. Her pussy will get so wet that it will exude her honey and coat my cock with it. I can last a long time doing this as there is minimal friction on my cockhead.
Usually when we are at this point I will narrate all kinds of filthy things. I will tell her about specific guys we know who are watching us; I will give her graphic descriptions of their cocks and give graphic descriptions of how turned on while they are watching us. I will build scenarios that we are at a sex club on a stage and the spotlight is on us and she can’t control herself as she does all sorts of nasty things for all these guys to see. There are a number of things that really turn her on when she is this aroused. Often she will respond with incredibly filthy comments, things that she would never say even when we are routinely fucking. I know that if she gets to the point of graphically outdoing my sex talk she is super turned on.
Many times I will pull my sodden cock out of her and go down on her to suck her glistening clit and lick her dripping hole. Many times I will finger her G spot if she will let me, but usually she wants the deeply satisfying sensation of me inside her. Like many women J gets very very deep satisfaction from holding my cock in her pussy. It is the gratifying pleasure of sucking on something sweet and satisfying that slakes a deep thirst in her pussy. It calms her and excites her at the same time.
The sensation of re entering her really - really slowly, sinking in deeper and deeper usually drives her to thrust up against me. If I am standing between her legs I can use the flat of my thumb to massage under the glans of her clit and press the underside of her clit with my well lubed thumb. That area under the glans of her clit where her curae split off of her glans and go to either side of her opening is the spot that is most sensitive on her. I will massage that and stay perfectly still as she presses her pussy mouth against me.
When she is at this point my narrative will sometimes shift to teasing. I will say things like: “ your pussy is aching to cum isn’t it”, or “I bet that your clit is just itching and tingling it wants to cum so bad”. Usually at this point she will only nod or groan or grunt an affirmation.
Sometimes at this point when we are both at the edge the abyss, I will stop everything, push hard against her, so the mouth of her pussy is forced against my pubic bone. It is an exquisite sensation of feeling her opening gripping the base of my cock while the sensitive and swollen head of my cock is being bathed in the wet heat of her. I have said many times that when we are at this point I feel that my cock has penetrated her so deeply it is being bathed in the pure white hot sensuality of her soul. I really envision that as I wallow in the pit of her sexuality.
There is a trust, and need that pushes her to invite me into her, to be inside her that is very moving to me. I have said it many times in this blog that we all tend to take fucking for granted. The act of a woman welcoming a loved man to enter her body and physically be contained by her is a deeply spiritual moment. It is a thing that I always try to be aware of when we fuck. It affects how I feel about her and how I perform for her.
When we are so totally into each other and the sexual heat inside her pussy is steaming and bubbling while she grips my steely cock, I will hold her face and tell her to open her eyes and look at me. The experience of looking deeply into each others eyes at this moment is almost indescribable.
The look on her face will be of confusion, anguish, questioning, vulnerability and desperation all at once. The longer I look into her beautiful eyes the more lost in them I become. As our mutual sexual tension reaches its zenith, I will often have an out of body type experience. It’s like my head is disconnected from my body. I am sure that it has to do with the flood of sex hormones my body is pumping into my bloodstream.
As orgasm is imminent …if we continue to gaze into each others eyes, the feelings of closeness are almost too much to bear. At times she will cry when we are at this thresh hold. For me everything at this point gets thick, and heavy. It is as if I am immersed in hot thick oil that slows me down and makes me weak and helpless. All I can do and all I want to do is push deeply into her pussy and cum hard.
Most of the time when we are at this elevated moment, she will cum first. I usually just need to grind my pubic bone on her clit to push her over the edge.
She describes her orgasm at these times as chilling; the blood rushes from her body to her abdomen and groin to feed the intense orgasmic spasms that are wringing her pussy and subsequently squeezing my cock inside her. These deep intensely emotional orgasms give her chills. Her ears will ring and she will shudder violently and stiffen.
Usually for me this is too much for me to resist. Nothing makes me cum harder or faster than witnessing an orgasm washing over her and jostling her like a stone on the beach as a wave crashes into it. If I have been standing between her legs I will usually lay on top of her and embrace her just as my orgasmic spasm is about to start. I know that I will cum hard at these times and it is difficult to stand.
Her embrace as I orgasm is an unbelievably bonding thing for me. It is commitment, it is a sensation of connection, it is an expression of closeness and it is a visceral stimulation that causes every gland in me to clench up and expel every ounce of my passion into her. It says to me that she wants what I have to give her, both deep in her pussy and overtly in our lives.
When I cum in these deeply intimate times I fill her with my essence both liquid and spiritual. I am spent and empty. She holds my cock and sucks my soul through my anguished penis as it helplessly pulses into her. We will kiss tenderly after I have emptied into her. I am drained of my passion, it has been sucked out of my cock by her greedy pussy; my cock softens and shrinks having delivered my desire to her in a warm thick stream that now sits in a pool deep indide her vagina. As my cock returns to its floppy passive state it goes from hardened instrument of desire to her little cute little adored toy. But the void that has been left by my exiting passion is filled by the love she gives me in her kiss. I relish post orgasmic kisses, I need them and I swim in their sweet warmth.
We will often drift to sleep after these deep sessions. They are mentally and physically exhausting.
There is something very mysterious and wonderful about mindfully fucking J and being deep inside her. Each time it is like a new experience. I find something sweet, sexy, sensual, intimate, endearing and erotic in the deepest most secret place she has. She welcomes me there to be as close to her heart as any man can be and I love being there with her.
It truly is heaven on earth.
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