I remember that night in complete detail. We were talking on the phone late that night after everyone in my family went to sleep. We started talking about how I wanted to be with her just to see her, hug her, hold her and kiss her. She is the love of my life and all I wanted to do was please her and make her smile. So I decided to sneak out of the house, and bike over to her house, which was a little more than two miles away. I pedaled so hard and so fast I felt like I was flying to her. I remember pulling up to her house, my heart pounding, racing like never before! My legs felt like jelly and I had butterflies in my stomach. I creepily went to the side of her house were her window was, making sure I was quiet as could be because her window was right outside the front door.
*tap* *tap* on her window.
I heard a thump. (she told me she feel off bed she was so nervous) Then I saw her door open and she went to creep through the garage to the back door, (which was located right next to her window as well) and snuck me into her room. When she closed the door I could feel my heart starting to beat faster and faster. I tried to stay cool but I know I must have been a fool. She told me how cute I was and adorable. We snuggled and talked about life, interests, and beliefs. There was a mix CD of hers playing mildly on her stereo. Everything went smoothly to me. I could feel us connecting and bonding. Then I noticed how smooth and soft her skin was. We started kissing and caressing a little bit when she push me a little ways away and took off her shirt.
(my actual facial expressions I believe) lol
"OMG!!! This is it! THIS IS REALLY HAPPENING!!!!" My thoughts were going WILD! My heart was pounding so hard I could feel all the blood pulsating through my body and pumping into my dick making stiff as metal rod. The butterflies in my stomach felt like they were going to burst out of me. I almost felt like I was going to faint...
I watched as if in slow motion as she her hands went to her back and started undoing her bra. She pulled it off her and I felt like I just saw an angel! So perfect, so beautiful, The vision of her beautiful face, those beautiful hazel eyes staring into my soul, the small patches of freckles just under her eyes, that adorable, warming smile, the way the moonlight from the window gleamed off her perfectly proportionality body. I knew then that I would marry her someday. (and I did)
She reached over, grabbed my hand and put it on her breast. It fit so perfectly in my hand, like it was made for just that purpose. Then she pulled me on top of her as we started making out hot and heavy. My hands glided across her body caressing her and cupping her perfect, succulent breasts. Her hand glided across my chest, down my flat, muscly stomach and into my pants as she fiercely grabbed my cock and started stoking it. Never before have I felt a sensation come over me like that. We started grinding and she starting biting my neck just a tad. Clothes started flying off, she slipped a condom on me then pushed me down on her bed and got on top of me. She grabbed my dick and played with herself using it and then it happened, she put it in her.
Oh, it was Ecstasy! So warm, so wet, so tight... It was like we were made for each other!
"And you have officially lost your virginity." She said with a beautiful, sweet, sexy smile.
She started riding me, thrusting back and forth, back and forth, harder and harder. And bouncing on me, up and down, up and down, harder and deeper! It felt like forever! There was no such thing as time to me. She laid down on top of me pressing those perfect breasts against my chest and started doing things I didn't even know was possible. I noticed she started to slow down so that's when I made my move, positioned my legs right and started thrusting it faster, harder and deeper into her. She started moan in my ear. I could hear her gasp for breath as I rammed it deeper and deeper inside her flexing it every time I thrusted. She moaned my name in my ear and I just immediately grabbed her by the waist and just started pounding her trying to stay quiet though so we wouldn't get caught. Then I glided my hand up her back and gabbed the back of her neck and began to vibrate myself inside her, faster, faster, harder, harder and deeper. I felt like I was going to explode. I held it back and felt a whole new sensation. Then she started riding me again, harder and faster still. Our hearts pounding and beating as one. She slowed, laid down next to me, so I got on top of her now. I thrusted it back in her and fucked her hard, deep and long. She was panting, and staring into my eyes. I could feel as if we were connecting, our souls becoming one.
I pressed my body against hers still thrusting it deep inside her. I could feel her breasts pressing against my chest again. She told she was getting sore and surprised I hadn't finished yet. So I put my arm under her pressed our bodies together as if I was trying to merge our bodies. I started going faster and faster and faster. Her breaths hardly able to keep up. Harder and harder and harder. My breaths barely able to keep up now. Deeper and deeper and deeper. Grinding as I made love to her. Then we both started to reach climax, both holding our breaths... harder... deeper... that sensation tinkling throughout my body. I felt like I was going to explode deep inside to her heart! I started to slow down... we began to catch our breaths. I laid down on her chest, listening to her heart beat slow down and synchronize with mine in perfect harmony. I gently kissed her chest, then her lips. She smiled, said, "I love you."
I looked her into her eyes, "I love you too."
Everything was perfect.
She started telling me how surprised she was at how long I went. My first time and we did it for a little over an hour. I just smiled and started wanting to just pass out with her in my arms. She got up, got dressed and then helped me get my boxers back on. I said I wanted to spend the night. She didn't want me to get caught not at home though or in her room. I told her that they wouldn't even check for me at home so she let me sleep. She told me she watched me sleep that night. That she wrote a poem about me and knew that we were soul-mates.
I remember waking up to her lightly shaking me and whispering my name in my ear. She was laying nest to me, holding me. I've never felt more love than that moment. The sun was just rising. You could see daylight starting to brighten the sky and the stars starting to fade out the window. She said I needed to go home and she needed to take a shower. I said I wanted to take a shower with her and to my surprise, she snuck me into the bathroom and did just that. My dreams, my fantasies, all came true in only one night. I was in heaven. I knew as long as I had her by my side I could take on the world, do anything, be anything. I felt the urge to do better in my life for once.
Well, that's how I lost my virginity.
Stay tuned and read my future blogs to piece together my whole life's story. Thanks for reading. Hope you enjoyed it.
By the way, the song that was playing when I officially lost my virginity was For What It's Worth - Buffalo Springfield
(later on when it got hot and heavy, Closer by Nine Inch Nails came on. How perfect is that!)