“Heknows?” Dave nodded “And he left you here with me?”
“I’msorry, I know you’re disappointed. Look I’ll just go.” As herose to leave Michelle pulled him back into the settee chair.
“Doyou like girls?” He nodded. “Do you like watching girls?” Henodded again biting back the tears, waiting for the fun making. “Doyou find me attractive?”
“Morethan anyone I ever knew.” He looked at her with longing and hurt.She straddled his legs kissing his neck. Wrapping one arm around hisneck she held him cheek to cheek with her.
“There’smore than one way to please me.” She whispered.” She could feelthe tears flowing down between them. Pulling back she held a fingerto his lips. “No need for that. We’re going to have fun no matterwhat. Ok.” Once again he nodded, but the tears still seeped fromhis eyes. “Now relax. I don’t need you to get an erection. Justrelax.” He breathed deeply and opened his eyes. Her perfumeheightened his senses and he felt aroused, but still nothinghappened. She kissed him on the mouth before standing up and movingaway. Once again he looked confused, she smiled at him. “Just relaxand enjoy whatever happens. She turned on the stereo and started todance, swaying gently. Slowly she began to run her hands overherself, up over her belly, her breasts and then down between herlegs. Catching the hem of her dress she lifted it slightly showingher thighs and briefs. Dave’s jaw dropped as she continued to movearound provocatively touching herself.
“Doyou like what you see Dave? Do you want to touch me?”
“Yes.”The answer came as a whisper. It was all he could give. His emotionsran from arousal to fear as he watched this beautiful girl dance forhim, just for him. She moved to the lights and dimmed them beforereturning to her dance, pulling one arm clear of the dress and thenthe other. She held the dress up covering her breasts, before slowly,tantalisingly peeling it down to reveal her firm breasts held in herbra. The dress hit the floor and Michelle stepped clear. Dave’seyes were transfixed on her half naked body. Michelle held her owninsecurity in check, hoping that the scars were not visible in thisdim light. She started to touch herself more firmly. She slipped herhands up behind her back and released the bra slipping it off overher arms. She looked at Dave.
“Doyou like what you see?” The question she wanted to ask was ‘canyou see my scars’ but this was for him. Not for her own vanity andinsecurities. Dave nodded. “Why don’t you take your clothes off,it’s only fair.” Begrudgingly he removed his shirt, trousers,socks and boxers. Still nothing was happening. Michelle saw his eyesdart down to his groin and then back to her with a pleading look.“Have you ever danced with a naked woman before?” He shook hishead and she motioned him over. She changed the CD for something alittle slower before approaching him. He stood still, scared that atany moment she would turn nasty and laugh at him. “There’ssomething intimate and special about dancing together naked.” Shepushed up to him, her arms wrapped around him, her head on his chest.Slowly she began to sway with the music. Dave’s hands were still athis side. Slowly he relaxed and put his arms around her. He was inheaven. He could feel her gentle breathing on his chest, her skinresting on his, her breasts pushing into him. But there was sadnesstoo. He began to shake as he fought back the tears. Michelle realisedwhat was happening. “It’s ok, just let it go, let it out. Tell meall about it. Tell me whatever you want.” Suddenly the damn broke.His body shook as he sobbed.
“What’swrong with me? Why wont it work?”
“Haveyou seen a doctor?”
“Howcan I. I have enough people laughing at me. I don’t need to hear itfrom a doctor.”
“I’mnot laughing, am I. Have you always had trouble.”
“No,I can do it if I’m on my own. But the first girl just laughed atme. The second got so mad she just walked out and told the wholeworld.”
“WellI’m not going to tell anyone. As I said we’ll just find anotherway.” She leaned back and pulled him into a passionate kiss. Theycontinued to dance holding each other close. As the song finishedDave sat down and pulled her to him. Once again she straddled hislegs as they continued to kiss. His hands ran down the side of herneck and down over her breasts. He was inexperienced but his passionmore than made up for it.
“Whatdo you want?” He whispered in her ear.
“Iwant you to enjoy yourself. If I don’t like it I’ll let youknow.” He pulled her to him and laid his head on her chest.Michelle was surprised. She had expected him to rush straight in. Sheheld his head close, stroking his hair. His hands ran up and down herback.
“Youfeel so soft.” He whispered. “Like silk.” She prayed he wouldnot feel her scar. I can hear your heart.” His hands slipped lower,down over her buttocks. She looked down at him as his head rose fromher chest. Once more he pulled her into a kiss, more gentle thistime, more loving. His hands continued to roam, one up to her neck,one down outside her thigh before returning up the inside. Gently herubbed all around her genitals through the briefs she wore. Thegentleness of his touch made her shiver, not the earth shackingscreaming orgasm kind of shiver. The goose bump kind of shiver. Therewas no passion, just a slow, relaxed pleasure that Michelle had neverexperienced. He kissed her neck, moving his hand from her breast totrace the line of her shoulder. Slowly he ran his hands all over herbody. Michelle’s hands were busy too. She mirrored his actions,gently stroking his hair and tracing over his body. Tracing herfingers down his chest she came to his groin, still nothing washappening. Gently she massaged his penis.
“Doesthat feel alright?” The response was delayed.
“Itfeels good, but nothing’s happening.” His voice carried a note ofdesperation.
“Itdoesn’t matter as long as it feels good.” she moved one hand tohis chest and gently flicked her nails over his nipple. He gaspedwith pleasure. She smiled at him as he writhed under her. Slowly sheleaned forward and kissed his cheek, pulling his hand away from hergroin she lead him to the ties at the side of her briefs. He fumbledto get them undone before pulling them away. A small bomb exploded inher head sending waves of pleasure through her as he continued toexplore. His other hand slipped down her back and over her buttocks.After some time fumbling around he found the entrance to her vaginaand slipped a finger inside. Again she quivered. His movements wereslow, almost soothing. There was no frantic, passionate rush,Michelle loved it. As she tried desperately to keep control, she felthis penis becoming firmer in her grasp. She gently massaged histesticles before returning to the shaft. As she moved closer toorgasm he became harder. She screamed as the orgasm ripped throughher. With one hand massaging his shaft and the other wrapped aroundhis neck she panted. The pleasure running through her in waves, not arushed crescendo but a long flowing, almost unbearable, euphoria. Shepanted as the feeling subsided, leaning into him for support. Hishands ran up her back once again. They sat there for a few moments,Michelle breathing heavily on Dave’s shoulder. Her hand stillmassaging his shaft. His erection was still firm in her hand. Shepulled herself up and kissed him. “Looks like something came up.”She said, hinting towards his groin.
“Idon’t know if it’s needed.” They both laughed quietly.
“Wellseeing as it made the effort maybe we should take this to bed.” Sheled him to the spare bedroom, each clutching their discarded clothes.Once inside the bundles were dropped once more. The two embraced andcaressed. Both now at ease and relaxed. The only light in the roomcame from the city outside. As Dave reached for the light switchMichelle pulled him down onto the bed. There they lay side by side,caressing, exploring each other. They did not talk, the only noisewas the occasional moan or sigh. After a few minutes Michelle leanedinto Dave.
“Makelove to me.” Her voice was almost pleading. He felt nocuous, whatif he couldn’t do it. She felt his hesitation. “It doesn’tmatter, just relax.” She paused to run her hand down to his shaft.It was still quite hard but beginning to sag. “Listen,” shereached up to touch his cheek, turning his head to look at her. “I’venever been touched like this before. Every man seems to be in such ahurry to finish. It’s all passion and no…” She scrabbled for aword.
“Nofeeling?” She smiled at him. She rolled onto her back pulling himclose to her side. He leaned in to kiss her and she responded.
“Feelfree to start all over again. I’ve never had an orgasm quite likethat.”
“Really?”Resting on his elbow he slid his other hand up over her belly. Sheshuddered, goose bumps rising on her skin, her nipples swelled andhardened. His hand moved up to brush over them, pinching themslightly between his fingers. “Why are you being… like this?”Michelle looked at him and smiled.
“Youcould do better than me. You could at least find someone with a dickthat works.”
“I’menjoying myself, what more could I ask for?”
“Ijust… I feel like a charity case. You don’t have to waste yourtime. I’m used to it. Every girl I ever… tried with, they justlaughed. You don’t…” She reached up and held her fingertipsacross his mouth.
“There’snothing wrong with you. You had an erection tonight.”
“Yeah,had.” He rolled away onto his back. She followed him, laying herhead on his chest. Gently she stroked his stomach.
“Youneed to relax, that’s all. You have trouble because you’re soworried about it.” She pulled herself up to kiss him. He responded,but only half heartedly. His face full of thought his hands began torun up and down her spine. She shivered again and he held her closer,his other hand stroking her hair. “It really doesn’t matter.Christ, if it means doing the same thing again tonight I’m game.Even if that’s all that happens.” His hand moved down her backand over her bum, coming back up her thigh to her belly. She rolledonto her back as he rose to his elbow again. Running his hand back upover her breast. He leaned in and kissed her neck. Then slowly hiskisses moved down until he reached the nipple. His hand now gentlycircling over her genitals. She began to feel the rush of pleasurethrough her body. His tongue circling the nipple not quite touching,it was driving her wild. His fingers slipped inside and she gasped.Reaching for his penis she found it hard already. She pulled back thefore skin and ran a nail across the head. He juddered, the pleasurealmost painful. Michelle felt the moment was right. “Have you got acondom?” He reached over her to the bedside table and passed herthe sealed condom. With a certain amount of skill she opened andapplied the rubber sleeve. For someone who was so nervous about thebedroom department he had ample equipment, so much so that Michellehad some trouble applying the condom. As soon as it was on she wastedno time. Swinging one leg up and around his buttocks she pulled himto her. Before he had time to worry about any failings of hisequipment he was inside her. Her breath came as a long rasping sigh.Instinctively he rolled on top of her, holding her close. Her handswrapped around his lower back pulling him in to her. He movedrhythmically, his actions slow and tender. She moaned as he moved inand out of her. The orgasm grew as his hand slid down her side tohold her thigh. She closed her eyes and succumbed to the pleasure,starting to scream as the orgasm flowed through her. Uncontrollablyshe jerked, her body overloaded by pleasure. Her nails embedded intohis skin. The scream became a series of high pitch gasps orgasm afterorgasm tore through her. He pulled himself, his arms outstretched,his hands resting either side of her. She opened her eyes to look athim. His movements were becoming erratic, still slow but notrhythmical as before. His eyes were closed and he looked completelyat ease. She reached up and stroked his face as her body tensed foranother orgasm. She opened her mouth to scream but nothing came outexcept a high pitched squeal. He gasped as his own pleasure peaked.He remained there, held up on shaking arms until she pulled him toher. His eyes remained closed as she held him close, her fingersrunning up and down his back.