Let me tell you a little story about the other night. I had flown the 5 hours of goggles that I was supposed to, I had finished and had debriefed my flight. I had already talked to the crew, de-briefed the pilot, and finally the Battalion staff. By the time I got back to me tent it was like 3 am in the morning. I had not pulled off my bulletproof vest yet due to my tent mate keeping the air on high at night which usually produces an ice box kind of environment. So I went in and parked myself tired on the chair, got a drink of water and a nibble for the tummy. The chewy granola bars were okay, but not exactly what I deem the best meal after flying. My mind wandered for a few seconds and it fell on you! Now this is not surprising in itself, I usually think of you, but this was a hunger for you. I thought how damn much I wanted to just be near you and well I started to see you with my eyes open, I hadn’t closed them once to think about you. I mean usually when you want to see someone you close your eyes and remember them from past events or you daydream. Well of course day dreaming is what made me fail the second grade of course and be set back in Catholic school. Back to you though, I could see you right in front of me. Now was I delirious? I think not, it was a desire to touch and feel you and have you near me that was making my mind see things as clear as if you were there. Well now I had a problem growing, I felt my cock pulsate a couple of times, kind of jump as the blood started to flow through them veins. Well I stood up and proceeded to tangle myself up in my bullet proof vest with my pistol holster, they tangled and I got a little frustrated and started to fall over due to my unbalance at ripping it past my shoulders to get it over my head. Now as it was like 90-100 damn degrees all night I was chilly as soon as I got the vest off, due to the sweat that had accumulated through my t-shirt to my flight suit. My erection that was developing was now gone. Bummer I thought to myself as I got another drink of water. Well as I sipped the water, my clumsy self allowed it to leak and drip down my chin. BAMMMMM, I was instantly thinking of you, how I would love to pour water down the front of your body and lap it up with my tongue and well you can imagine that I started to feel that blood surge back into my cock again. Well at this point I sat down and checked email, all the while thinking of you I unzipped my lower entry/exit for the bottom of my flight suit. I started to fondle my shaven balls and they felt so smooth, I wanted the hand to be yours darling. GAWD it was gonna drive me nuts, I then ran my hand opposite and pulled on my semi-soft cock, it felt so good, but I thought to myself, damn you need yo woman so bad right now. Well just then MELVIN made a noise and I came back to reality and well was sitting here at the table, in a chair, looking at a blank email inbox, glaring almost with my eyes totally open at 3 am in the morning with my damn cock in my hand and my tent mate over in his fart sack and me having no idea if he was gonna wake up and see me or hear me if I went any further in my eyes wide open fantasy of you. So, knowing I had no email from you, it was time to go to bed and well have one more cigarette before I went there. I tucked my semi hard, but oh so soft cock back into my flight suit and went outside, it was dark, real damn dark and I plopped down in the black chair outside my tent. I reached down to my right lower outside leg pocket and withdrew my Marlboro Lights and opened it up and slipped one in my mouth, laying the pack in the drink container opening on the arm of the chair. I reached in the upper left arm outside pocket of the flight suit and pulled my lighter out and well lit the lighter so I could find the end of my cigarette as my eyes had not adapted yet to the dark outside due to looking at the computer screen only moments before. I had a successful lighting of the cigarette and then laid back and inhaled and exhaled normally. It was then that y mind was running wild AGAIN! I started having all kinds of fantasies. They were rampant on my mind. I thought to myself damn, how I would love for her to be right here sitting on my lap with her arms round my neck and her head on my shoulder, then NO! I would rather have her on her feet, kneeling down, but not as to get her knees dirty, arms on each of my thighs, hands in my lap and rubbing my cock through my flight suit, NO! I then visualized another scene. Now this one finally made me throw the cigarette away and unzip my flight suit. I was sitting there and thought to myself, this chair can hold us both. I then wondered which way I would want you to sit in it with me….now there was only two options, so I thought to myself I will visualize the first one which meant you had to have shorts on and step into the chair. I would open my flight suit and you would step into the chair between the arms, allow your legs to dart between the underside of the arms and touch the ground on the outer sides, now resting your sexy ass on my thighs, your legs are surrounded by the front brace for the chair, the back brace, the arms and well my anatomy on the bottom, I then of course would pull you forward kissing you deeply and well you would feel my ever full grown cock pressing against your shorts, now reaching as the kiss doesn’t break I slip my fingers into the side of the shorts and feel your wetness, I would then pull them out, break the kiss and lick my soaked fingers intensely. Now this happens to get you going and you reach down, feel my full potential and are ready to slide forward locking your legs into the back legs of the chair and ride my strong firm cock. Now me picturing this in my mind as I sat there in the dark, of course I had a raging hard on and well I did unzip my flight suit, I started to slowly stroke my cock, damn it felt so good, at first I looked around a bit nervous, but said ah fuck it, who doesn’t do it and well I am always a wild sort, hell its 3:30 am and I am so damn horny for you I didn’t care. So I started to stroke it more violently and strongly, ah damn it feels good, my breathing increases and well then I slipped my mind carelessly back to what I was thinking of you and I doing in front of my tent. Now that your positioned in my lap, I pull your shorts to the side, and I take a deep breath as I imagine my hands gripping your ass cheeks and pulling you forward on my lap, contact is made, the thick head of my cock feels your swollen outer lips and then, ah, ummm, it slips right in, one, two, three, hell the whole thing and then gasps fill the air in soft erotic moans, at this point I realize that this is not a real discrete way for us to get it on in front of my tent, I realize that anyone could walk by, they would not see us, but surely would hear us, that is if they don’t have a flash light, or they could possible smell your wonderful erotic sexual juices that would be flowing all over my thick cock, so I open my eyes and still stroke my cock, my arm was getting a little tired, so I switched hands, ah the left one, feels different, but nothing feels as good as you stroking me so off on the second idea I have for the chair, the option of discretion and erotic satisfaction for us both I think to myself. So I feel my left hand stroking my cock, now I know it is not gonna happen this way, I know from past masturbation's that I cannot go the distance on my left hand and arm, so I merely give my right a break. My cock feels so thick in my hand, I love the veins, the strength it has, taking every inch of my fingers to get a nice firm grip on it, but then I fall into you again, I see you standing there right before me, stumbling onto me as I actually sit there stroking myself, your not surprised, I don’t stop a beat, I keep stroking him for you, wondering if you would take me up on a offer…who the fuck am I kidding, I know you’d be all over it. So I see in my early morning fantasy and dream of you, I motion you forward, I reach out with my right hand as my left stays busy, I grab your hands and bring to my cock, I lean forward to say my hands and arms are tired, could you please help me with this HUGE problem I am having, of course you do as I kiss you deeply and now I feel your soft hands round my cock, ah damn they are so soft darling, you first feel the whole length of him, then fondle my clean shaven balls, oh my goodness, it feels so good, of course as I think this, my right hand slips down between my thighs and I play with them feverishly wanting to feel your touch, now by this time, I cant handle the slow pace of the left hand no more, I know that what I am about to think of you doing is gonna make me cum like crazy all over myself so I switch hands and use my left to fondle my balls and gently squeeze them as you would if your lips were round them, I begin to feel the difference and power of my usual hand. As I do, I my breath gets faster, my thighs are tightening, I feel the urge to want to be inside you, gawd I want it so bad, then I visualize you wanting to run your tongue up my shaft, slowly, ever so slowly, feeling the veins, now my eyes are adapted and I can see shades of night, outlines of the table across from me, the other tents, I realize I could see the gorgeous outline of you as you have a firm grip round the base of my cock and then slowly lick and suck and kiss you way up my shaft, reaching the top you would take me in your mouth, as much as you could, finding that gag reflex cause you want to get all of me in, but can’t. It has you feverish and wanting to impale yourself onto me as I know you want to right this minute. I can only take so much of you licking me, I know I am gonna cum soon and fast and hard, heck I knew I was, my right hand is so talented at doing your job when your not here for me. I then think to myself, to tell you to stand up and turn around. Your shocked in a way, have no idea but as you feel my hands tug at your ass, you know! I pull you back and you loose balance and I think to myself, let go of your cock, but no, I reach up and would pull your shorts over to the side, you slide back with my pressure on your hips, I tell you to reach between your thighs and grab my cock, I tell you to sit on it and well you know what to do at that point. You would feel crazy for doing it, as people could and would walk by, but I assure you that with your shorts on all you have to do is stand straight up right? Your shorts would self seal and all I would have to do is sit there in the chair and hope nothings popped up if someone walked up. No of course I am sitting there grabbing and tugging at my cock. I feel the cum start up my shaft, the picture is vivid of me reaching as grabbing your ass, wanting to have you sit on me as far as you can. I feel you take in a few inches into you wet sweet pussy, you slide up and almost off me then all of a sudden you do impale yourself all the way down, my fucking hands would dig deep into your hips and pull you back, your hands fall to my knees as you face away from me, you start go grind and moan all over my cock. I feel your wetness run between my thighs and start to dampen my ass. Oh now I really started to feel the cum get to the end of the road, the pre cum seeps from my cock and I hold my cock tight. I don’t want to cum now and I didn’t. I wanted to finish visualizing you cumming with me. So I reached down with a firm grip on my cock, took the pre cum from the opening on my cock and tasted it, ummmm you know that I like my pre cum, it is not as strong and I only really take the full stuff in a kiss. So here I am, sitting in my chair, about to fricking explode at almost 4 am in the morning outside my tent in fucking Iraq. So my visualization continues as I feel my arms tightening bad, aching to a point. I see in my eyes looking at shapes of darkness, your incredible sexy shaped ass. It is lifting up and down on my shaft, I pull your shoulders and pull you back to grab your hair and kiss you sideways deeply, I don’t dare ask how it feels, as I know already cause it is intense and dangerous and well right up our alley. I allow your body to return forward, you want to please me I sense, send me to the moon as I call it, so you place a hand on each kneecap, and start to fly up and down my shaft, you bottom out each time deep within your sexual soul and gasp for the fullness. I place a hand on your ass and one around my cock and apply pressure to your clit as you run the length of my shaft. I now personally couldn’t take it anymore, I felt the cum start to pump and pulse my cock, it was over, I had so many short, vivid fantasies of you and I had tired my arms to a point of exhaustion, you know like when I would be in the pushup position over you for like 20 minutes and you know I am slowing down or turning red!! LMAO, so I grip myself tight as I did, and well feverishly pumped and stroked him, I saw you all over me, I couldn’t restrain my moans, they were a little loud, I felt my pecks tighten, my abs, my thighs, and few drips of sweat that I so enjoy you causing me….of course my arm was hamburger at this point, but all of a sudden it was worth it, my orgasm was here at the thought of you, several short bursts of cum shot into the air and landed on my flight suit and boots, the rest rolled over my hand as I continued to stroke myself, I couldn’t decide at that point if you stayed on me for the ride or would jump off and turn around and either taste me and my cum, or just wrap your sexy hands round me and finish stroking me making sure all my cum had emptied. Now at this point, I did not realize I was gonna do this, this was a total happen chance, I mean I usually knock this out when I go to sleep each night, so here I am, cum all over my flight suit, some on my boots and a lot of over my hand, so I merely tasted what was on my hand, not bad, I taste good, and well smeared the rest into the suit and stood up, once up I was light headed from all the exuberant activity I had induced upon myself at the thought of you darling, so now I had to walk back inside my freezing tent and well find a towel worthy of cleaning up such a large mess on your part, even though you weren’t present in body, but in mind. Well that was my morning/night after a 5 hour mission, how was yours?