Sex addiction for me is a vicious circle. I get upset and/or stressed, and the best way for me to release is by cumming either with or without someone. After the release I feel empty and crap about myself, I will even go out my way to look and do things that make me feel dirty and unclean, so I hate myself more, leading me to need more release. Its a form of self harm for me. I have a big problem at the moment, I really need meaningless sex, but I’m unable to get it.