2 years ago in November 2010 I was surfing around on an online voyeursite..., and one day I made a comment to a huge set of knockers on that site, and I left my emailaddress :) Of course I did not expect anything, but when I checked my emailaccount I had received an email from that girl, and she had attached some additional pics in the email. So of course I replied that email and thanked her for the extra pictures she had sent me, and I ended the email with "Kisses from René", which apparently was a good thing, because she got curious about my name and wrote me back and asked where I was from. The first contact was made...
We then started writing long emails to each other...telling about the different cultures we came from. I was really curious about Sarah's life in USA, and she was really curious about my life in Denmark. Then we started chatting together....the first day we chatted almost 12 hours, and it was amazing. We really hit if off so well.
But.... Sarah was married and pregnant with twins, and I was in a relationship too...so it was impossible for us to ever be together. We were both unhappy in the relationships we were in, so we used each other to talk to about that, and dream about what it would be like if we were together, and how good it would then be...well aware that it would probably never happen. But no dream is impossible!!
After writing and chatting for around 2 weeks Sarah's husband accidently found out about us...and he was not happy about it, so he wanted us to stop writing, so we did. I was so disappointed, because I felt like I lost a really good friend, and I was already beginning to feel something more than just friendship feelings. There was just something so special about this girl so far away. But I tried to prepare myself to never hear anything from her again.
3 days later I got a message in my email from Sarah saying that she missed me, and she was online if I wanted to chat. We agreed if we had to continue "talking" we had to keep it at a lower level than before, and we could not let our feelings carry us away. Yeah right...that didn't even last a day, then we were back to talking about feelings and how it would be to be together.
We kept writing emails and chatted as often as possible, and we were completely open with each other about everything, so we felt like we knew each other in and out, and just after Christmas 2010 I really wanted to tell Sarah that I was in love with her. She had completely stolen my heart away, I did not have heart anymore, it completely belonged to her. We hadn't even talked on the phone or met each other for real, but everything about Sarah was just perfect. Then she asked me to tell her....she said she needed to hear it, so finally I was able to say "Sarah I love you so freaking, extremely much, you are the most wonderful girl in the world". Ugh, I was sooo relieved to finally get that out!!
But we were still living with other people, and we both needed to end that before we were able to be together. In January 2011 we finally started talking on the phone or through Skype really... OMG...what a cute voice!!! I was completely blown away by finally talking to the love of my life, and it gave our relationship a brand new dimention.
Sarah gave birth to twins in February 2011, and I was so afraid that would ruin everything between us, because would she have time for me then?? But nothing really changed!! Our feelings for each other kept growing stronger and stronger, and I felt connected to the twins too, because I felt like I had been a part of the pregnancy. I knew everything that was going on.
In March I finally did it...I broke up with my girlfriend, I needed to do that in order to give Sarah and I a chance. Unfortunately right after I did that and my ex moved out, Sarah's husband found out about us again, and he started writing me as Sarah and everything was really confusing, and we did not write or talk for 3 weeks. I started planning a trip to go see Sarah with out her knowledge, because if she didn't wanted anything to do with me, I wanted her to look me in the eyes and tell me straight to my face!! I was completely convinced, that she couldn't do that. I was absolutely sure she loved me just as much as I loved her. Then one day her husband went online and started chatting with me from Sarah's account. I played along, and the same night Sarah wrote me. She had found out that he had done that from her phone and she was pissed.
So we were back to talking, emailing, chatting again. It became more and more clear that we couldn't live without each other.
In July her husband asked her to give him 20 more days, and if it still didn't worked out between them, then their marriage would be over. But it had already been over for a long time, and it didn't even last 3 days...then we were back to talking and writing again....and he moved out.
Finally it was time to find out when we could see each other for real...and I booked a ticket to the states in the beginning of September. Finally, finally, finally!!! It was so weird to think about... At last I was going to meet the girl I had been dreaming about for so long...but what if it was completely different when we met for real?? What if we had gone through all this for nothing?? When I stepped out of the plane I was so ready to finally meet Sarah...but I had to wait 3 hours in line to get through immigration...without any chance of calling and say that I was delayed.....great!!! But finally...there she was!!! I will never ever forget that day....She was soooo beautiful in her black dress, long black boots and her long curly hair. The first kiss was like heaven completely opened up, and finally I was holding her in my arms like I had dreamed about for so long. Everything came so natural for us, and it was like we had known each other forever.
But 12 days go fast, and I had to go back to Denmark...sigh!! I felt like I was leaving my family, and there was absolutely no doubt that Sarah, the twins and I are meant to be together.
I came back for Thanksgiving in November and stayed for 10 days. I proposed to her the first night there...and she said yes...lol. We decided to get married 01/01/12. So I went back to Denmark for around a month, and flew back right before Christmas. Sarahs divorce was final now, and everything was ready for us to get married. It was the best feeling in the world to be able to marry this girl. It is the best thing I've ever done in my life!!
A couple of days after the wedding we filed the documents for a permanent visa for me, so I could come and live with my family. We were informed by the embassy in Copenhagen that it would probably take 2-3 months before I got my visa. Awesome...3 months...then we'll never be apart again. I guess we were wrong!!! It's been 11 months now, and we are still waiting for my visa to get approved, and I have not been in the states since I left right after New Years. Sarah has been in Denmark for short visits in January, March, July and September, but in almost 2 years we haven't spent more than around 80 days together, which completely sucks!! Hopefully the waiting will be over soon, so we can wake up together every morning, and go to bed together every night, and just have the life we both have dreams about.
It's so hard to be apart like that..., and I don't expect anybody to be able to understand what it's like really, unless they've tried it on their own bodies.
But we have written a lot of stories for each other, fantasizing about how it will be when we can finally be together, and it's been a great way to find out what we each like, and what turn us on, so we'll use this blog to post some of the stories we have been writing for each other over the last 2 years. But some of the stories might not make much sense unless you know our story, so that's why we decided to tell this. We hope you'll enjoy the stories :) The first one will be posted later today or tomorrow...
Sarah & René
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