Well, today I made my decision to step out on my marriage. Just for sex... I never want to break my family up ever, but I just can't take it anymore. I'm bored, frustrated, sad, lonely and horny. I set up an account on an Adult Sex site and I'm horny as hell looking at all the available men close to me. I'm getting alot of email, but I'm not sure how I should go about this... I'm nervous and excited. I don't love my body and only been with another man these last 26 years, so I am very self conscience and shy. But thinking about another man wanting me, touching me, licking me... just drives me crazy!! I want men with over 6", thick and long lasting. I want to take pics and videos and post them here. I never had a black man... can't wait to start!! Any advice or comments are welcomed!