I have been married for several years now, and yes when we first got married sex was sparse but it was there. Even when we was together my wife wasnt that really into sex she had always been told that sex was bad and of thedevil except to reprodue. so getting her in to bed was a challange to say the least. it took over 6 months of being together for her to share a bed with me, ad even then she would get changed in the dark or under the covers so i couldnt see her body. This didnt bother me as i was in love so i took it in my stride and was willing to wait till she became more comfortable with us.
So after a few years married, sex was getting less but now since my wife has been depressed for a while, sex is a NO NO, no cuddling, no forplay no nothing. Its all part of her illness and i am being patient but im a typical horny male and this is putting a stain on the relationship. I want to have sex, she doesnt, she has told me to go and wank myself off a few time but its not the same. She also told me to go and fuck someone else but thats not what i want, i want my wife back but if this continues then i may have to, its been 7 months since we last had any sort of sexual contact, and then that was me playign with her pussy getting her to cum then as soon as she was close wham, she shut down closed her legs then said thats enough without me even getting a thing.
I know this may ome as im being a complete bastard but iv been patient and understanding with her illness but i need more.
So this blog will continue at least 2 time a week with how my sexless life is going.