So people wonder why I have low self esteem, well let me take a few moments to explain. You talk with people you begotten to be your friends and they stab you in the back and go running to someone else instead of talking to you about what you are feeling. Then you go onto a site and start making "friends" but then you find the only time those "friends" send you a message is when they want something. No simple Hello on your wall, ask how your day was. They only come around when they want to talk dirty. Makes me feel like no one cares about me unless I am giving them sex. Then they wonder why I don't like the way I look and I feel the way I do. I feel as though I have no true friends, make our female, close by or in cyber. Maybe my definition of a true friend isn't correct.