R said that she sometimes felt so connected with people whom she met for the first time in her life.It's like a gut feeling of connection.She began to understand the feeling,,,,It is like a wonderful blue strong string that itself is saying to her you are now connected to me so hard,,,,,. She finally accepted it,,,,,It began to grow inside her body,,,as if she is now connected to a sense of passion & it is so enthralling,,,, like it's pulling her attention irresistibly,,, as if a strong whirlpool sucking her in.
The passion begins with a hard,solid sense in her gut & as it grows stronger,this hard,solid thing begins to feel like a drum pounding,pounding,pounding deep inside her.She told me that everything else seems trivial & her intensity,her passionate sense which is very valuable & important gets stronger & stronger,,,& the more focused she is on the experience she is creating and she is now inside, the more whole she feels.
It’s as if in surrendering to the experiencing of giving herself completely to this, feeling every part of herself,every ounce of her ability to feel, totally devoted to this, this burning passion inside her now, the more she finds herself learning and growing.
She feels she is challenged over & over again by the person she met for the first time & she sometimes wants to pound her fist through the scene & the scene seems to grow larger & clearer in her mind everything seems to be growing larger and clearer all the time.
She becomes more and more consumed by this, in ways that feel more and more intense and rewarding, as she begins to feel that this aura of pure possibility begins to radiate out from deep inside her,and her thoughts become as penetrating and piercing and focused as a laser,,,, able to make anything melt, through the heat of the desire inside her, and this laser begins to make her feel more and more in touch with what she truly wants,,
Everything that it’s melting seems to combine all her doubts and inhibitions, carving away her fears, refining and strengthening her excitement and intensity, so as she realize those old things are now melting inside her, her passion and desire and intensity just get stronger and stronger, as the laser gets brighter and hotter,,,,,such a wonderful feeling.....Now she moved to another level of passion she never reached before,,,,