Don't get me wrong it hurts like hell. Some nights I still start crying out of the blue. I do miss the good times we had, but I wouldn't give it up for this chance. It's ganna be hard. It's ganna be painful, but by gawd it's ganna be the most fun I've ever had in my adult life. You better believe I'm ganna give the biggest effort into molding myself into a female that when I wake up and step on to the floor Satan himself is ganna shutter and whisper, "Oh gawd she's awake".