I have always been a very sexual being, I had masturbated and thought about sex since my first orgasm. I have always wondered if my masturbation is what makes it so I feel barely pleased with men and women alike. I have experimented with couples, I have experienced solely other women... I have tried a few things. Have always been fairly open to everything but anal, don't ask me why (it is just my personal choice) but in the end I have always felt this way. It's no ones fault really (even though my boyfriend IS a prude). I just wish that I could have a sex life where I could show my true colors. I just want to be a sexual butterfly. At this point in my relationship my sex life is on a diet. One to two times a week is all I get... I might (if I am lucky) get to blow my boyfriend or he might rub me a little through my panties as far as foreplay goes. I am pretty bored, and the only thing that keeps me going sexually sometimes is the experiences that I have had and porn. Because no matter how much I have tried to talk to my BF about it, he does not seem interested in trying any harder than what he does. It's always just excuse after excuse (always has been with any bf I've had really). He makes me feel disgusting (they all have), even though I worship him (when he gives me the chance). But I feel I need to keep my little family together, so I just grin and bear it. :D
So at the end of the day, I still can't answer question. What do you folks think? Do any of yas hear me? What's going on in your world?
I also would really like to say that I am happy that a website like this exists, because it sort of allows me to be the butterfly I want to be (with distance, which is sort of a good thing atm). Learning more about the site everyday, meeting more people, really starting to enjoy it in my down time. Thank you Sex Forums, we've been together only a short while but I already love you xoxo.