Today I spent most of the day in this funk... I really wanted to get past all my ick thinking that happened yesterday. I have spent most of the day looking for some inspiration.... didn't find much.... I didn't have a bad day at work but people only put out crap.... Where are all the positive thinkers? My friends and family don't know how sad i get. I sometimes feel like i need to take on their problems and try to be that positive in their lives. I NEED SOME BACK!! I just don't want to burden anyone with my sadness. Again i try to look at life as it could be worse and oh it could be, however i just can't get past this lonely feeling. Like i have tons of people who care for me... just haven't found one soul to push me or raise me up!! I want to move on with my life and find some good stuff.... I hate that i hide my true feelings, however i don't want to be negative like everyone else that is around me or what i get from my customers that i help. I need to have some faith that the world still has some positive! WHERE DID IT GO??
If you know where to find some or have something good to share about your life PLEASE oh PLEASE share!!