So, some of you on here that know me fairly well and most def those with access to the VIP area, will know that i've now got a lover, my very own sexy little firecracker, and I found him right here on SF.
So what can I tell you about him and what we do or how we came about? well I'll tell you all. I'm sure he won't mind, there are only a small handfull of you that know who he is, well a very small handful indeed. I blogged about meeting him for some quick oral in his car one night, other than that, i've never discussed our sex life.
Last year, around this time, some new members crossed over from another site, I thought i'd welcome them with pm's. I dont usually PM members out of the blue, I mean I answer all pm's I get, but its rare for me to PM someone unless its in my capacity as a site Mod. You see i'm actually not as confident as you all think I am, I'm quite shy sometimes lol.
So I pm'd the members and one of them responded that made me sit up and look. He had a gorgeous avatar, just showing his ass and back, well that ass and back were burning into my mind for days. I love to see a mans shoulders, his arms, over the curve of his buttocks, his thighs.. MMmmmm my favourite parts of a mans body. I love to snuggle up behind a man like that, kiss behind his ears, stroke his chest from behind and of course I can press against him while having access to every part of him. So, my mind was wandering.
This member was from Scotland, a few miles up the road from me in fact! We would pm back and forward, not very often but we started a little pm friendship. We didn't cyber and we didn't swop MSN's or anything, we just had a laugh and talked about our weeks. Then he was going away for work and wanted to chat to me about where he was going, so he asked for my msn. now its as well he asked giving me that reason otherwise i'd not have given my MSN out, again, I don't do msn chatting with very many people at all, for someone that shows every inch of her body on a sex forum, i'm actually quite private in the real world. (well was until I met Tenyn, but that's a whole other blog)
So I met my lover for a walk, we weren't lovers then, we had no plans to be lovers then either. We just enjoyed each others chat. I was in Northern Ireland on a visit home and agreed to meet on my return. So on a really nice summers day, we spent about 5 hours together walking around a hill in Edinburgh and I gave him a peck on the lips as a goodbye. Apparantly he was a bit shocked as he didn't expect that, but it was just a friendly peck. I actually thought he was rather hot when I met him, in fact I couldn't take my eyes off him. He was gorgeous. Tall, Dark and Handsome, well handsome isn't good enough, he's fucking gorgeous!
We stayed in contact, although didn't see each other for another month or more. We had deduced that we were attracted to each other and we planned to go to a hotel for a night, if sex happened then great, if not, then that was fine too. To be honest, i'd have been really disappointed if we weren't going to be having sex that night.
Well we went to a fabulous hotel, had a complete blast, fucked 4 times and both left feeling very sexually satisfied and probably more friendly than ever before.
I'd never dreamt of meeting anyone online for sex in the past, and certainly it was never on my mind that i'd ever do it, but it just seemed so natural and so much fun.
We arranged to go out a few times after that, we usually went for nice walks, little chats, we discussed everything from work, to this site, our pictures, well my pictures as he doesn't have any, and everything inbetween. Anyhow, on one of our walks, we were walking along holding hands and I realised how special our relationship actually was. I'd never have called it a relationship with him, in fact it was only a couple of months ago that I asked him exactly what we did have as I couldn't find a label to fit it. He came up with lovers and that made me perfectly happy.
So we knew I was leaving Scotland to live in Northern Ireland again,,,, we used that to its best advantage and started to see each other more for sex, sometimes we went to hotels and sometimes to someone's house. We always had great sex, our sex pics are proof indeed of that! So a couple of weeks before I left for NI, I knew that the dynamic in our FWB relationship had changed. I was developing feelings for him. I was starting to think that I would miss him terribly when I moved away. I didn't think they were returned so didn't really mention them but I was starting to think about him an awful lot. Our sex was fabulous, our chats and walks were comfortable and when we talked on MSN, we could spend hours without realising it.
So I moved, and on my first night in my house, He was the one that phoned me to keep me company, he knew I was alone, no furniture, just me and my cats here. We talked for a couple of hours and I was so grateful that he wanted to do that and keep me company, I totally loved talking to him.
We had one more big night planned together, we'd only ever spent 2 full nights in a hotel together, any other times we met, we only had 5 or 6 stolen hours. So we planned to go to a plush hotel, for two whole nights and have the time of our lives. I even bought gorgeous silk underwear to take, and have been keeping it for that hotel ever since. So we planned when we were going, but something was stopping me from booking it, well the snow fell across the UK on the week we had guessed we'd go, so my gut instinct to not book had been totally right.
I made a few trips back to edinburgh, seeing him on them, on one of the trips, I saw him 3 times in a row, I spent more time with him than anyone else. I loved his company, missed his smile and missed him more than anyone else.
I flew at short notice to see him on 21st december, I just had to spend time with him, I needed to be in bed with him, to feel him inside me, to kiss him and to relive the times we'd had already.
well we had the hottest time, but now, well now things had changed again. You see now we know that we have feelings for each other. Our NSA arrangement has suddenly got strings. We have great chemistry, we talk most every day and when we aren't talking, we're texting.
So, I've always wanted him to come see me here in Ireland and early Jan, he booked to come see me, just for two nights, well I say just for two nights, but we've never had two consecutive nights together before. He arrived here and we had the time of our lives. romance has crept in, he's totally wonderful to be with, my heart pounds when I know i'll be speaking to him or seeing him and I hate him leaving to go home.
I did wonder once he'd left after that two night visit, if he was as keen as before, I thought i'd perhaps scared him a little as I did tell him on one of those nights, that when my marriage is officially over, that i'll be looking for a new relationship, and I think i'd like that relationship to be with him if possible. I think he was pleased, well i'm sure he was, but I also think he was a little knocked by it. Anyway, I needn't have worried because less than a week later, he'd booked to come back for another night. I was soooooo happy, I couldn't wait to see him, have him here on my turf and to just be in his company again was amazing. I actually didn't believe that he was coming back so soon, in fact i'm still shocked that he did.
He arrived a few days later and we had the most wonderful 24 hours together. I actually shed tears when he was leaving. If I had my way, I'd keep him here.
We've now booked to spend 3 nights together shortly, we're going on a little trip away from it all, we're going to spend time, quality time together, just us and nothing else. I can't wait, i'm so excited just to know the date that we're seeing each other again.
We have amazing chemistry, the romance is always there, he's so calming to have around, and we compliment each other perfectly. So could he be my perfect guy? the kind that I talked before about wanting? well who knows, I certainly think he ticks all of the boxes, there are a couple that he can't tick yet, and not forgetting that i'm still officially married. My husband knows that we are going to be divorcing, i'm not doing anything wrong by seeing my lover, lover knows exactly where I stand in my marriage and for now we're happy to do what we do.
So I miss him, I do sometimes wish i'd met him years ago, I know I'd really struggle to not have him in my life any more, I can't imagine not having him around, I love hearing his voice on the phone, love his text messages, love seeing an email from him, love when he shares music with me, I just love everything about him. So I'm very happy right now, I don't know what will happen between us, perhaps nothing, perhaps something. I'd like something, but if its nothing, then i'll just be grateful and thankful for every day we've spent together so far. I feel as though he is responsible for lifting my mood, he certainly made last year end brilliantly, he filled my thoughts and days in summer and I want to have that all over again.
If you've seen our pics, you'll see how good we look together, we certainly look very happy in all of them and we are very happy when we see each other. He misses me as much as I do him. I'm thrilled that he does, in fact i feel honoured that he does.
So, after our 3 night visit, i'll blog about our sex, the sex is amazing, but for now, I just wanted to blog about him.
He doesn't visit SF any longer, he knows I post our sex pics in VIP and sometimes in my other threads, he's very happy for me to do that. Perhaps someday i'll start a couples thread for him and I. I feel odd doing that as we aren't a couple so i'll see how I feel about opening one someday rather than posting all in VIP.
Anyway, i'm off to think about him again, we think that we are quite pathetic, we consume each others thoughts every day, we share cheesy thoughts and music, we tell each other how we have little dreams and thoughts about each other, he's just wonderful.
I'm quite a happy Duchess these days
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