Thank you for finding me, youbrought me out of a dark place in my life, gave me hope. You will never reallyknow the extent of my love for you; I will give up everything I have to be withyou. The last two years the thought of us being together one day was the onlything keeping me going, you are always on my mind, always in my heart. You’remy guardian angel, saved me from myself, and what the agony of loneliness wasdoing to me. You are a bright light on the horizon of my soul, you saved mylife. I wish there was something I could do to repay you, I wish I could take away your sadness , I see you slowly slippingaway from me, the thought of losing you is killing me, even though I know you werenever mine in the first place.
I will miss your voice a sweet reminder thatbeauty can be found in unlikely place, I will miss your smile, I wish I saw itmore, I tried my best to make see it whenever I saw you, I will do anything tosee it again. I will miss your beautiful green eyes; they pierced my soulwhenever you look at me, but the sadness I saw behind them drives me crazy. I willmiss your soft creamy skin, for a life time I dreamed of caressing it, havingit close to mine. I will miss your soft pink lips, I dreamed every night ofkissing them. I will miss your long blond hair, oh how I wish I could havestroked it gently as you lay in my arms. Most of all I will miss your company,hours of talking, it’s hard to believe that something as benign as having someoneto talk to can change a person’s life, you have changed mine with the firstmessage you sent me.