Had to take our dog out latefor her last pee. Didn’t bother putting any clothes on but as it turned out Ireally should have. The neighbor behind us put a new window in and was not yetfinished. Our dog was out on her leash (wish I was on one too), and I suspectthe neighbor may have seen something, just hope he has no idea what he saw. Ican’t be sure. He had the outside light on and it shines pretty much on ourback yard except where the trees are. I tried as much as possible to keep inthe shade but not sure I was completely successful. Since he didn’t challengeme I have to assume he either didn’t see me or wasn’t sure what he saw, ifanything.
Whatever, I had no choicebut to wait for the dog to do her thing while I did my best to remaininvisible. Well no cops showed up so I guess he didn’t see much.
This morning I spent moretime surfing the net for cuckold and other subject stories, more time than Ishould have when I could work on the journal.
So I’m sitting here typingaway, naked with my cock ring, chain and little padlock. There must besomething I should be doing about the house but I’m ignoring whatever that maybe.
Much as I love reading sexstories (of many kinds) I’ve been masturbating to much; my penis is verytender. Still, I know I’ll do it again as soon as I can. Once already thismorning I jacked off. My poor penis is beginning to think I’m abusing it, ormore likely thinking I’m into BDSM.
Just to remind me I like,particularly, cuckold, incest and bestiality stories oh, and ponygirl storiestoo.
I thought I’d begun to easeup on this compulsive sex stuff but apparently only for a few hours. I can’twait to get home to take all my clothes off and get into my cock ring.
It’s time I got somepictures of my whole body from head to toe including my face. Here is oneacceptable but just barely.
So now anyone who happenesonto this journal will know who the subject is. Just got to keep this and hopeno one sees it before I am dead. Well, unless I find someone who finds thisjournal intriguing and is non-judgmental.
The image I picked is on thenext page. The full size image is more conductive to see what I look like inreal life. Of course in real real life I’d have clothes on so you wouldn’t getto see my sexual attributes (such as they are) and adornments.
These images would be muchmore appealing if the camera wasn’t in the picture, if a person, other thanmyself, took the picture(s) of and for me.
I have to find a way to takepictures so the camera is not visible, especially the flash attachment.
Been watching some recordedshows. I’d like to watch something “On Demand” but don’t want to pay for it sowon’t. I’m sure there are some raunchy shows, sexy even X rated or even XXX butagain I refuse to pay for them. Someday maybe I’ll find something suitable froma local adult store or Netflix. Have to check them out to see what Imight be able to get in the porno type DVD’s.
Just checked Netflix and theydon’t seem to have any XXX movies but they do have a number of Gay orientedmovies. Doesn’t make sense.
I’m going to do somethingI’ve never done before, I’m going to wear one of my wife’s nightgowns to bedtonight. I’m not a cross dresser but why shouldn’t a man enjoy the feel ofsoft, slinky material against his skin. It does feel good when the materialslides across my skin. Is this another facet of my obsession? If so I like it.The top part is a little tight, the arm holes a little small for my arms butall in all I think it will feel good in bed.
Maybe I’ll take a picturetomorrow and put in here along with my naked image on the next page. It’sexciting to take the chance of someone seeing me, especially my wife. Well,time to brush my teeth and wash my cock and balls in preparation for bed. Muchas I don’t want to I will have to take this nightgown off until I’m completelyready for bed.
After I finished in thebathroom and put the black nightgown back on I decided to look around to see ifthere were any other sexy gowns. Looking through my wife’s part of the closet Ifound really sexy sheer gown. It is one that is nearly transparent, two layersI have pictures of that will be found in later pages of the journal.
Meanwhile the next page hasa full page image of me the first of what will be many showing my whole bodyincluding my face.
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