The sexual fantasy stuff has faded a bit into the realm of just that fantasy.
Actually I did get to drink some of my piss,not much but enough to partially satisfy my curiosity. Not bad really, a bit salty but other than that not a bad taste. Can’t really say what it tasted like except well, piss, certainly didn’t gag me but not sure how often I want to try it.
Another thing I did was insert a nail into my urethra. I was very careful to clean it off and file the point to roundness, cauterized it on the stove (propane) then a liberal bath in alcohol and finallya liberal coating of KY jelly for lubricant. I was very careful to insert it slowly, certainly didn’t want to injure myself.
I was curious to see if it would make my cock stand out as if I had a hard on but that didn’t happen. Actually (due mostly tothe KY jelly) it slowly slid out. I was very careful not to insert it so farthat it would get stuck. Wouldn’t want to have to go to the ER to have it removed, which would be embarrassing to say the least.
I did slowly push it in as far as the nailhead but no further.
I had heard in the past that it is painful for a man to be catheterized but I had it done one time in the hospital with no pain or discomfort at all (my bladder was over full and I couldn’t pee. Something to do with the kind of anesthetic used for surgery done on my back). So I was fairly confident the nail would be no problem.
The one thing I was concerned with was whether and how to get into the bladder, again, didn’t want to take a chance of wounding myself.
One fantasy I have is to be catheterized and not hooked up to a container. It would be a fantastic turn on to not be able to contain my piss and to be constantly “leaking”. Pee would be dribbling down my legs constantly with no way to prevent it or hide the fact. If I wasn’t naked all the time I’d be discovered by the unrelenting wet patch in my clothes.
The depths of my depravity go a bit further.I have a dental pick, a curved one used to clean thy plaque off teeth. I generally use it to get bits of food out from between my teeth, you know, when you feel there is something caught between a couple of teeth.
What I wanted to do, if I had enough guts, was to pierce my foreskin and find a ring to insert. I knew it would be painful, sort of like being stuck with a medical needle. I cleaned the pick off and liberally doused it with alcohol before trying to pierce myself. Well, I didn’t get very far. Much as I would have liked to I just couldn’t get passed the bit of pain (discomfort) as the sharp point pressed against the foreskin. I actually tried it twice with as much success the second time as the first. Maybe if I had some sort of topical anesthetic I’d be able to do it. But then I’d have to find a chrome, gold or silver ring to insert.
I have heard that when someone has clips of various kinds attached to various parts of the body, especially the nipples that as painful as the attachment might be the removal inflicts even more pain.Now I know that to be true as another thing I did to myself is clip a couple of wire clips we use mostly to close plastic bags of food to my foreskin. They are not as tight as, say clothes pins, but still firm. There was some discomfort (a little pain) when I attached them. I left them on for a while and when I removed them I found out that the pain is more than doubled as the blood rushes back in.
For an 80 year old man this is insane. On the other hand as the body is more nearly 50 and the mental attitude nearer 18 this whole fantasy thing may not be so unreasonable.
While looking around for a topical anesthetic, which we have none around the house, I also started looking for something in leather a bit wider than the rubber bands I’ve been using to wraparound my scrotum to stretch my balls away from my cock. In my searching If ound a really pretty pair of earrings the kind that clip on and low and behold I was able to attach them to my foreskin without too much discomfort. In fact Ienjoyed the feel especially while walking. They swing side to side and up and down as my penis moves with my hips as I walk.
I took some still images of them attach to me and will add them below after I process them.
Along with the earrings there is a pendent of the same style but unfortunately has a pin to attach it to a blouse of dress. I desperately wanted to pin it to my foreskin to see and feel it swinging and bobbing around as I walk. I washed my foreskin with alcohol and did the same to the pin. Pulling on my skin away from the head of my penis I managed to pierce the skin but because of the angle of holding my foreskin and the bad angle I was unable to finish all the way through to other side. Unfortunately, too, while I’d managed to go with the little bit of pain, not much more than being stuck by a nurse, the other side proved to be a bit too much. Still, I am goingto go to the drug store and get some OTC topical anesthetic so I can finish the job.
I can hardly wait to see and feel that pendent on me. It is heavier than the two earrings combined so should make quite an impression on me both physically and visually. When I do manage to put it on I’ll be taking both still photos and videos. Looking forward to the whole experience.
I wish I had the guts to go to a tattoo/piercing studio to have a bar inserted through my foreskin. Two things stop me. First is the way I was brought up. My mother was very sexually conservative, her belief was that sexual organs are “dirty” something I never understood but accepted without question. The second isthe fact that if my wife ever saw my piercing she’d have a screaming fit. She has enough trouble with my one tattoo and thinks it is some sort of perversion to decorate your body like that.
Here are some of the images with the earrings.
And this one is a close up.
I also took some viedo but can’t put it on this journal. Maybe if I save it as an HTML file I can. I’ll have to try it. I’m pretty sure if I add this to a Dreamweaver file I might be able to add the video.
Tomorrow I will definitely get a topical anesthetic so I can pierce my foreskin and attach that lovely pendent.
Found GoNumb and ordered a jar, probably won’t get it until sometime next week. I’ll apply a liberal amount to my foreskin and maybe even my dick head. After two hours it is supposed to work fully and be good for about four hours. I’ll pin that pendent to my foreskin after than. I have some Betadine solution that I’ll put on after the GoNumb.It is an topical antiseptic used to clean places on the skin that may have been abraded or used before surgery.
I hope the GoNumb comes before my wife gets home from the Health Care Center. If not I’ll have to be careful about piercing and attaching the pendent. The real problem will be not being able to runaround the house naked much less with a pendent hanging from my penis.
Well, more tomorrow.
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