This has been one of the worst beginnings I have every had to a new year. 1st my fiance dumps me for another man. Then she is constantly rubbing it in my face that he makes her happy. She is always giving me a fucking attitude. My children are giving everyone fits and attitudes. I got a grease burn on my left wrist. My vehicles broke down in various ways. I was being trained to take a job that I couldn't get due to my children. When we had an ice storm last week I slide off in the ditch twice in 20 mins. My family (mom, dad, and brother) have been treating me like shit. I got a ticket for no fucking seat belt. There are times that I hate my life and I wonder what has managed to keep me from either ending it once and for all or going postal.