I can honestly say that she is (up to this point) everything I have wanted/desired in a woman. I know there is no such thing as Mr. Right or Misses Right, as that would imply perfection. I am a realist, I accept people for who they are. (Human) I often find myself thinking of how to express myself without coming off as weird/desperate. Truthfully, I am weird, but not desperate. I yearn for the next time I can converse with her to continue the spark of intimacy which I haven't felt in ages. I feel like I have bonded with her on a level that makes me flutter inside, eager for anticipation. Savoring the moments to come. My only fear is that she doesn't feel the same way, or rejects me out of fear. However, I feel the need to take the risk of hurt because the reward is immeasurable.
I am a strong willed person, and usually get what I want, when I am focused on my goal. In this case, I think I am a bit over-focused and need to just sit back and enjoy the experience for what it is, and not take it for granted. So far, everything has been perfect, and I honestly feel like I am one lucky dude just to be where I am. As it stands, I am completely head-over-heels for her. I know if she continues to be open with me, that I can make her happy in the same respect that she does for me. I am not asking for advice or opinions. I am mostly just getting this off my chest so I can approach this situation in the best way possible for either of us.
I know we have both felt great pain before, but I am a believer in true love, and will never let that go. Yes, you may never feel the same way about someone you loved previously, but each love is unique and beautiful in it's own special way. Okay, I feel much better getting this out in the open.