Since I take my son on vacations and small trips and when she takes him on trips we have stayed connected on social media so we can see how he is doing. It is tough to watch her pictures pop up every now and then. I see the beautiful woman I once loved with all my heart and I know I can't tell her how beautiful she is, because she won't listen. I voluntarily gave her up, and she resents me for it (really bad fights the week after). So I just look back and wonder what would it be like today if I had chased her down.
I really should date other gals but in being so fucking picky I just can't decide on who to ask out. Knowing that it most likely won't last, but just to help me move on.