Mm I started it with the same enthusiasm I had when I started a diary aged 14,the success is remarkably similar too.
Shit reading it it strikes me how despite being a long,hard struggle of a year very littles changed,I'm basically just exactly where i was then.
Still have same 'gf',due to the change,depression,anxiety,hernia,gall bladder,stress,ibs n more plus taking more medication that the pharmacist sex is a distant memory rekindled twice since my last entry,no pun etc,etc.
To my utter horror I've found the idea of cheating not for me cos it turns out I genuinely do love the damn woman after all.
Yet a fortnight ago this chubby wee 20 year old lassie started where i work.She's not what you'd call a looker but for some reason I can't take my eyes off her.