We've had anal sex only a few times. Sometimes I let him finger my ass or use a toy if he's been a very good boy and remembers to say please. I always have this lingering thought that things will get messy, which makes me nervous. When I'm nervous I tense up and frankly, there's no knocking at the back door if my ass is that tight. I love when he goes down on me and when he licks my ass I start to wiggle and squirm in a completely different way. It's great. But there's always the thought in the back of my mind about a possible tragic ending.
I really wanted to find a solution to my problem so at the suggestion of my gay best friend, I purchased a shower enema kit. It's amazing. I fill myself up then jump out of the shower, make a deposit at the porcelain bank, then jump back in the shower to do it again. At first, it was uncomfortable for me. Not putting the little hose in my ass but the feeling of being so full. It was very strange at first but I think I'm getting pretty good at it.
I'm really looking forward to our next sexual adventure because this naughty little school girl may finally get punished. Updates to follow.