This entire thing came up in the midst of a huge family argument that I was not involved in or present at, so now several other members of my family know about the situation which embarrasses me to no end. I'm now 31 so it happened a long time ago and I have no memory of it.
I've been dealing with this for a few months and it's scrambling my mind. I was always a trusting child so I can't help but think he did some awful things to me. I really want to question him about it, but when I loose my temper I don't stop, therefore I am afraid of what I'd do to him which would hurt me professionally.
I feel like I am rambling, but I just can't express how I feel. I'm mad, hurt, feeling vindictive and overall at the end of my rope on this. To know I was potentially molested is killing me. Any insight is appreciated. Thanks
This post has been edited by Boat_Captain80: Mon Mar 11, 2013 03:23 AM