I have always been very sexually confident, right from when i was younger. I loved my body and by the time i was old enough i had read every type of sex book i could get my hands on, from manuals to true stories about escorts and their lives. When i finally had sex it was exactly as i wanted it. I have always been the one to teach and help others with there sexual confidence. Guys seem to immediately feel they can tell me their most secret fantasies. I met my partner 7 years ago and he was very shy when it came to sex, over the years i bought him out of his shell, got him to tell me all the things he had always dreamed of and what he had done himself to explore. Our sex life is very full on, there is not much we are not into. But over the years the more confident i make him, the more i seem to lose mine. It now always seems to be what he wants ( not that i don't like the same thing, i love doing it all for him ) and my stories never get a look in as he gets so wrapped up in himself, so much i feel like i am just part of our toy collection. He was always wanting me to do things and he would dress me up and i always felt like the sexiest person in the world. Now i feel like i have to compete with him for his attention. I am starting to back off in many ways, which i hate as i like to do all these things for him. but if it is not an even playing field then why should i keep giving into him when i have spoken to him so many times about how i feel and when he attempts to make an effort i just end up feeling awkward and uncomfortable, as he wants the attention back on him as soon as possible. I am for the first time in my life lost when it comes to sex. He is my best friend, we share everything.
This post has been edited by Noxie: Thu Apr 24, 2014 01:11 PM
Reason for edit:: Underage reference