SO excited... but SCARED!
Posted Thu Mar 05, 2009 04:21 AM
He's a really amazing guy!
BUT he doesnt know how I feel. I cant bring myself to tell him. I dont want to lose him.
Anyways... tonight, he mentioned that he was stressed out and needed a vacation. I'm feeling the same, so I mentioned that we should go to a casino/hotel and spend the night, just to escape day to day life for a while.
I wasnt really expecting much of a response... but he jumped at the idea! Started asking me when I wanted to go... talking about just getting one room and splitting the cost...
OMG I CANT BELIEVE IT! I have wanted this man for soo long, and now I am finally going to get to spend the night in a hotel room with him!
what do I do?!?! I would love to just grab him and kiss him... but I am to scared it wont go well...
I want a relationship with this man...
Posted Thu Mar 05, 2009 04:27 AM
Its gonna eat at u until u do something about it. Plus if he goes for the kiss then all for u, if he doesnt im sure u could play it off if u dont feel comfy telling him right then and there.
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Posted Thu Mar 05, 2009 12:33 PM
I'm sure he'll be THRILLED to have you jump him
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Posted Fri Mar 06, 2009 08:25 AM
Interesting side story.
When I just got out of high school and took a 6 month hiatus from college and work I was really good friends with this female friend of mine. She wanted to go to Atlantic City for a weekend and I thought why not? I had money saved up and all that. We went to some hotel and as soon as we get into the room she just started to kiss me passionately. Long story short we didn't enter a single casino that weekend. Ive never lost so much body fluid in my life. When we went home we tried the relationship thing and realized it wasn't meant for us to be a couple. We decided it was best for us to remain friends with benefits, as long as neither of us are in a relationship we fuck with no strings attached.