I have managed to get myself into a perdicament...
Posted Mon May 04, 2009 08:27 PM
I really want to find a way to tell him without risking him telling me that he's straight, or worse, gay and not into me. No, if he's gay, he's into me. No gay guy would send the types of signals he's sending to another guy on accident. I won't go into details.
I was thinking that since we're still in High School, I could invite him over on Monday (no school for some ungodly reason-I like school, but I like him more.) and say, "Hey, we're going to be out of high school soon, so maybe we should try to get immaturity out of our systems..." and then ask him to do some stuff with me. No, get your mind out of the gutter, that's not what I meant. Much as I'm ready for sex (virgin due to being in the closet in deep south), I don't want a relationship based around it. I was thinking, specifically, truth or dare. I realize we're too old for that, but that's the point. I would gauge his reaction accordingly. The yes or no, that is. Then take it from there with...a question, eventually, something like, "Ever been attracted to a guy?" or "Ever kissed a guy?" (he has, but the fact that I brought it up while he knew that I knew would move gears in his head. (We're both in the, um...superior intelligence group, and trust me, I know him, he would get that signal.) Eventually, if he was on a dare, I would dare him to kiss me, maybe. It depends on how it went. Then, if it got that far, um...not stop with a simple, closed-mouth kiss, or...I don't know, just see what happens...
It seems like a good idea to me, but then again, I can talk myself into some really bad ideas....*cringes at hair cuts past* Some feedback on my idea would be appreciated...
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2. Don't go to that college solely for him. There are many people in the world and you don't want to cloud your future judgment because of the right now. If things are truly great between the two of you, you'll be able to survive any distance if you happen to both be gay and be together.
3. Good luck! Let us know how it goes.