Would I regret going through with my fantasy?
Posted Sat Aug 29, 2009 04:41 AM
Well some background.
I have been straight all my life (I'm 23). I have never kissed or done anything with guys. Now, I have absolutely NO interest whatsoever in any kind of relationship or anything romantic with a guy. The idea of kissing a guy is kind of disgusting to me.
But on the other hand, I have developed somewhat of a cock infatuation over the past couple years. Now this might just be curiosity, or a full blown fetish, I don't really know. I hear this is actually quite common.
In any case, lately I've considered going through with my fantasy, and meeting up with some guy I find online (with test results to prove disease free stuff - so don't worry I'm being safe), and going through with what I want to do.
What I actually want is to give the guy head obviously, but then also be face fucked by the guy. I want to eat multiple loads of his cum (hence the importance of being disease free), and you know perhaps more if the vibe is there. But I know that I have no interest in having ANYTHING done to my ass, and don't want any lip to lip contact. Really what I want is a big fat penis in my mouth.
So as I mentioned, I have been straight my whole life. And I am still purely attracted to women when it comes to romance, as well as most other sexual acts.
I guess my worry is that I have this thought that if I go through with it I am somehow crossing a line that will "haunt" me or something. Is this something I can try safely without likelihood of regretting later? What would you do in my shoes? Any other tips, info, etc., are appreciated. Hell, if there are any guys in Socal who want to help me with this, let me know.
Posted Sat Aug 29, 2009 09:06 AM
Could be you might want to start a bit slower then that. Disease free today is never a sure thing.
Posted Sat Aug 29, 2009 11:32 AM
If you really want to try it, then try it. If you enjoy it, great. If not, at least you know. Find someone you are comfortable with and who understands that you may want to stop.
Posted Sat Aug 29, 2009 02:20 PM
No couldn't do it, you know why you are obsessed with this thought, cos you wank, you love your nob... Do you really want to pleasure another guy!
I've thought about it, but I could never do it, I thought of DP a girl but then I don't wanna rub nob with someone, could spit roast a bird
Posted Sat Aug 29, 2009 06:23 PM
btw....i am very clean and std free...i also love getting head =]
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What Ddigg said
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